of his hand in a soothing motion. Had she seen the pain of his sisterâs death in his face? Why had he started this?
âMy parents died quite a long time ago, so I know what itâs like to grow up without a loving father and mother.â
Caleb witnessed her own sorrow deep in her eyes. He turned his hand so that hers rested in his palm. The action seemed to bring her back from the past.
âIâm sorry your sister died but Iâm glad she left you baby Jonathan.â
âThank you.â
âItâs a great responsibility to raise someone elseâs child. If you have even a small inkling that you canât provide the nurturing and constant attention and love Jonathan needs, then you should place him with a family that can give that type of support.â
Her words were an affront to his character, but Caleb suspected she spoke from experience rather than a desire to insult him. He purposefully loaded his answer with double meaning.
âJonathan is all the family I have left. I already love him and I will protect him with my life. I only want people around him who have his best interests at heart. Less than that is unacceptable.â He watched for a change in her composure. Better she should know now what he expected of her.
She smiled. âIâd better get you something to eat.â
Surprised again by this unpredictable woman, Caleb tightened his grip on her hand. âIâd rather talk than eat.â
Julianne stood to her feet still clutching his hand. âWe can do both.â She reached out and caught his other hand, pulling him to his feet.
Reluctantly, he let her go but followed close behind. âHow about johnnycakes? I have all the fixings.â
âSure, show me where things are, and Iâll whip up a batch.â She pulled a skillet off one of the hooks that hung over the wood-burning cookstove.
Cornmeal, baking powder, one egg and a jar of milk were soon gathered on the table. âDo you have any sugar?â Julianne found a large wooden bowl and began mixing the ingredients together.
Caleb got the sugar and set it beside the milk. He wondered what she planned on doing with it, but didnât ask.
Jonathan woke up with a cry.
âIâll get him.â Caleb picked up the little fellow. He took the baby back into the kitchen where Julianne worked.
âThereâs a pap feeder in his bag.â She offered, pouring batter into a hot skillet. âBe careful, that nipple isnât going to last much longer.â
âThis was the only thing that arrived with him from the ship.â He studied the rubber nipple that fit down over an oval-shaped piece of ceramic bottle. It smelled a little bit and allowed too much milk to flow into the babyâs mouth causing a steady dribble out the side and onto Calebâs shirt. He felt pretty sure he could make something a good sight better than this.
The aroma of batter cooking filled the house and caused his stomach to grumble. Julianne worked confidently and quickly. Jonathan sucked noisily on the bottle. If a man didnât know better, heâd be lulled into believing they were a real family.
Almost.
He still didnât know enough about his new wife to trust her. Had she taken Sloanâs money? And what was she running from?
She interrupted his thoughts. âHere, give me the baby, and you eat while itâs hot.â
Caleb did as she said. He watched her sink into a chair and snuggle the baby close. âArenât you going to eat?â
âAs soon as Jonathan finishes.â She rocked back and forth with the baby.
He picked up the honey and started to pour it. Her voice stopped him. âDonât you want to try them first?â She brought the baby to her shoulder and gently patted his back.
Caleb tore a bite-size piece of the johnnycake expecting the saltiness of corn pone. Instead, sweetness teased his taste buds. âItâs sweet.â
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