When he had his suitcase and an irregular bundle of his belongings ready at the foot of the bed, he removed from the wall a painting there, whose dark colors, shot with gold, had held Harrietâs attention in the meantime. She put out her hand so that he would not have to carry three things at once. She did not look at the picture, but the image resonated in her eye, investing the darkness with its colors. She tucked it under her arm, leaving her hands free to hold her skirt tight to her body. A likeness to what? she wondered. Something not of this world.
When they had reached the door, when the sharp air of the street allowed her at last to take a proper breath, she asked: âWasnât that your bed?â
He smiled without humor, startling her with the whiteness of his teeth: âIt is my bed, and it is his bed also. In two hours my friend will go to his work, which is making steam. Tomorrow he will have to share it with him you met on the stairs. It is not so bad as you think. There are other lodgings where you pay for eight hours only. I have slept there too.â
She could think of no word or gesture, everything she had said or done having served only to further his humiliation, and so he finished the conversation for her. âYou were wanting to know if this was my home. Now you see that it is not.â
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T HE SIMPLE FACT OF turning north onto Fifth Avenue ignited in Amos Bigelow a slow fuse of conversation that flared up occasionally into loquacious monologue. Perhaps his good humor had to do with being pointed generally in the direction of home and the ironworks; perhaps it had to do with the anticipation of his dinner. An ordinarylamp-lit street corner might prick his memory; he had a clear recollection of each landmark, even of some now vanished. The strangeness of the scene itselfâsilence, whiteness, and the thinning of all trafficâheightened his powers of observation and association, for the ordinary boundaries of this world were dissolving in the snow, each building or monument was released from obligation to its visible surroundings and submitted now to the influence of time or history as perceived by Amos Bigelow.
At the corner of Twenty-third Street and Fifth Avenue, with the gaudy illumination of Madison Square Garden to the east lending a lurid tint to the snowfall, Amos Bigelow tapped Tomaâs shoulder and said: âStop just here if you will.â
He gave the side window a swipe with his coat sleeve and pointed at the vast construction site on the northwest corner. Harriet leaned closer to Toma so that she could see better, put her hand carelessly, confidently, on his to balance herself. âWhat is that, Papa?â
âIt is not much to look at now, and Iâve no idea what theyâve a mind to do, but there was a fine hotel, Mr. Astorâs, standing there only a couple of years ago, and I remember it well because it was my fatherâs favorite, and more than once I stayed there with him. Think of that, your grandfather and your father, when he wasnât even as old as you are now. And do you know, itâs not even that I miss the hotel so much, though it seems a shame to be tearing down a perfectly good one. No, what I miss is what was here before that, Franconiâs Hippodrome, which they tore down to make the hotel. I donât think there was ever a place like it, not that I heard anyway. Part circus youâd say, and a pleasure dome besides. Covered in canvas, it was, but painted too, and in the ringâa whole city block, it seemed, or most of itâthe horses and riders would perform, sometimes just the one and sometimes dozens, or hundreds, performing in formations, almost like dancing, or a parade. And the costumes. Well, I never saw anything to beat it, and Iâve lived long enough to see a lot of strange and wonderful things. I donât know, maybe itâs for the best that itâs gone. And the musicâwhy, they had