love McDonaldâs. When I was a kid, thatâs how my parents showed me they loved me after they were divorced. Who took me to McDonaldâs the most? Thatâs who loved me the most.â
I pondered this as Sabra checked on her garlic bread. How much of this was about the food? Or did that trip to McDonaldâs mean time alone with her parent, forced to focus only on her as she swung, slid, and ran around the colorful play area?
As part of the kitchen visit, I asked each volunteer to prepare a lunch or dinner, something that they routinely ate, so I could get a sense of their kitchen skills and eating habits. Could they hold a knife? Did they taste as they cooked? What kind of portions did they serve up? Frozen dinners were Sabraâs go-to dinners. Breakfast involved toaster pastries and half a can of Red Bull. âThatâs because I donât drink coffee,â she explained. The Cup Noodles was her midmorning snack. She hit McDonaldâs for lunch. Throughout the day, she consumed a few soft drinks. âAnd thereâs the constant grazing on a lot of chips and popcorn. Thereâs always a bowl of something on my desk,â she added.
Red Bull for breakfast isnât as unusual as youâd think for someone her age. It has roughly 70 percent of the energy-drink market, a narrow but influential wedge of consumers between ages fifteen and thirty. At age sixteen, Mikeâs niece, Michelle, lived primarily on various energy drinks for three months. The caffeine gave her energy, while the high sugar contentâroughly equivalent to a glazed doughnutâkept her from feeling hungry. She drank several every day. Her doctor commanded her to quit. âYouâre not getting any nutrients,â he said. âYouâre starving yourself.â
Sabra offered some bright spots. The guy at her liquor store introduced her to a woman who supplied fresh eggs from a nearby farm. As a downside, Sabra warned me that she didnât want to spend more than twenty minutes making dinner. âIf it takes longer than that, Iâll just get fast food.â Plus, there was her devotion to Gold ân Soft.
We sat down for lunch. To me, the lasagna had a vaguely sweet tomato flavor. The âgarlic breadâ was an exercise in blandness. I asked her how she liked the lasagna. âWell, this brand has really good deals, like, you can get four for ten bucks sometimes,â she started.
âNo, what I mean is, do you like its taste? The flavor, I mean.â
She thought about it. âI donât know. I like it better than some of the other frozen lasagnas.â
âBut how does it compare to homemade lasagna?â
She tilted her head to one side. âI donât know. Iâve never thought about it. I like it, but I mainly buy it because itâs cheaper than the other ones.â
Later, I calculated that over the course of a typical day, Sabra consumed a cup and a half of sugar. Sabraâs food choices were motivated by money, ease, and that refreshing live-forever mentality that grips so many of us in our twenties. Who has to worry about their diet when theyâre so young? Isnât youth enough to overcome a high-sugar, high-fat, high-salt diet? She represented the dark side of âtaste memoryâ that comes from the early adoption of unhealthy foods such as fast foods. Everyone has their comfort food, that flavor that harkens back to a time in childhood that they felt safe and loved. This explained her fondness for Gold ân Soft and McDonaldâs. But it was clear that she put more thought into creating cocktails than into developing dinner.
TRISH
Our next stop offered insight into a whole different generation. Trish was a sixty-one-year-old psychologist living in a modest condo on the edge of the affluent Madison Park neighborhood. She fretted when Mike and I showed up with a small video camera in hand to record the proceedings.
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