shoulder.â
âThatâs right. And you picked up a very high fever from the infection.â
She was a pillow-fluffing, bedclothes-straightening, fresh flower-arranging whiz. Most impressively, she could talk even while doing all this. I suppose I was more impressed with her skills than I should have been, but then I was only half alive and she was awfully damned pretty. Iâd also noticed that she wasnât wearing a wedding ring. I fixed her at midtwenties.
âIâd really like to change your sheets. You sweated through them.â
âFine with me.â
âIâll have to have you sit in a chair. Itâll hurt.â
âIâll give it a try.â
I tried being stoic about it all, the way men are supposed to be. Even though I nearly blacked out twice, I held my response to the pain of sitting up to a few choked-off grunts and groans.
âYouâre a strong man, Mr. Ford.â
âI was hoping youâd say that.â
She blessed me with a smile. As she stripped the bed and wiped down the rubber sheet beneath with disinfectant, she said, âWomen like to hear theyâre pretty and men like to hear theyâre tough.â
âYou must hear âprettyâ a hundred times a day.â
âA hundred would be a slight exaggeration.â She wasnât facing me, but I could feel her smile. âBut youâre running a fever so Iâll let it go this time.â
In a few minutes, I had a fresh new bed. I was holding as tough as I could but I was getting groggy. The fever was making me fade in and out of awareness. She got me back into bed and said, âYou need to sleep.â
âYeah. I think youâre right.â Then: âTell me something.â
âWhat?â
âYou said that doc who came in this morningâif he told me how I got here, I donât remember.â
âIâm told you were brought here by the marshal and two of his deputies.â
âAll I can remember was hearing Tib and James start screaming. You know who they are?â
âIâm sorry, theyâre both dead.â
âYou know anything more than that?â
She laid a cool, work-roughened palm on my forehead. âYouâre burning up. Let me give you something for that and then you get some sleep. The marshal said heâll be here late morning.â
âSo you know what happened last night?â
âA little bit about it. Not much. The marshal said not to talk to you about anything.â
âYou afraid of him?â
The smile. She had the kind of slightly crooked teeth that are attractive. âNot afraid of him. But I like him and so Iâll do what he asks.â
The pain was starting to black me out every couple moments.
And then I realized how bad off I was. Iâd been awake here for maybe ten minutes and I remembered that Tib and James were dead, but Iâd forgotten all about the person who mattered most.
âMy brother Davidâ¦â I started to say.
This time her smile was completely mechanical. She pulled my covers up to my chest and said, âThe marshal will tell you everything when he gets here.â
âHeâs dead, isnât he?â
âPlease donât put me in the middle of this, Mr. Ford.â
âJust tell me the truth. Then I wonât ask you any more questions. My brotherâheâs dead, isnât he?â
She sighed. âYes, Mr. Ford. Iâm afraid he is.â
She turned and walked out of the room.
I lay awake for what seemed a long time. I was so exhausted from the wound that I didnât feel the news as sharply as I might have otherwise. It was a fact more than a feeling. My brother David was dead. So many memories, good and bad, and yet these, too, were pictures that didnât bring with them any particular emotion. Maybe I was willing myself not to feel anything. Maybe my body knew, even if my mind didnât, that to deal with