inside the station and closed myself in a stall. Then I took out the documentsâthere were only about a half dozen pages this timeâand I tore them up into little pieces and flushed them down the toilet.â
âDid you ever see the man?â
âNo. Not then, or ever again. Itâs almost like it never really happened, like I just imagined it.â She paused again, remembering the man whispering to her. She could almost feel his hand on her shoulder and his warm breath on her neck. âI didnât meet Falcon that day, just got on the train again for the run back to Krakow.â
âAnd you didnât tell anyone.â
âNo, I was too . . . I donât know . . . ashamed, I guess. It was the only time I failed to complete an assignment and I just couldnât . . .â
Berta gazed at her for what seemed like an eternity. Then she took Nataliaâs hand. âYou did the right thing.â
Natalia pulled her hand away, pushed back her chair and got to her feet. âNo, I didnât. You wouldnât have done that, not destroyed the documents. I should have taken evasive action, circled around through the opposite door of the station, seeing if I could spot him again.â
âBut you didnât know what he looked like. How would you have spotted him again? You did the right thing, and itâs exactly what I wouldâve done.â
âBut those documents could have been important. They
were
important, or else they wouldnât have been passed along.â She stopped. Berta had her arms folded across her chest, an impatient set to her mouth. âOK, so you would have done the same thing. That doesnât make it right.â
âMake it
right?
Christ, Natalia, donât beat yourself up for something that happened a couple of years ago. Not after all youâve done. Remember what we were taught: Survival is the most important thing. Live to fight another day.â
âI guess youâre right . . . as usual.â
Berta smiled. âFeel better now that youâve got that off your chest?â
âYeah, sure. Thanks.â
Berta put a hand on her shoulder. âWell, we lived through all that, so I guess we can get through the mess weâre in now. Iâm going to try to get some sleep.â
Natalia nodded as her friend shuffled out of the room. Then she tossed back the vodka and sat down, staring at the empty glass.
Five
16 A UGUST
T HE FOLLOWING MORNING Adam woke up an hour before dawn, precisely as heâd planned. He dressed in the Waffen-SS uniform and gave his black boots a quick shine. He checked the clip on the Walther P-38 and slipped the pistol into the holster on his waist, then strapped a second holster to his right leg, just above the ankle. He inserted a knife with a black walnut handle into the ankle holster, slipped on his red-and-white AK armband and left his room.
Adam walked briskly across the cobblestone expanse of Old Townâs central square, mostly deserted at this hour save for a few groups of commandos huddled around bonfires near the immense Gothic façade of St. Johnâs Cathedral with its towering spires and ornate wrought-iron gates. He passed under the two-story-high arch of Queen Anneâs Corridor that connected the cathedral to the Royal Castle and glanced at the clock high in the castleâs onion-dome tower, though he knew exactly what time it was. He continued south, past the soaring granite column topped with a bronze statute of King Zygmunt III overlooking the Medieval streets that wound through the ancient city.
The eastern sky was brightening, but the persistent sooty haze hanging over the city would blot out the sun for most of the morning. Old Town and much of the City Center were still firmly in the hands of the AK, and Adam passed a barricade where a group of commandos stood guard, waiting nervously for the attack that would come at dawn. He shouted a greeting and made sure