left—to
use, and if it Was busy I could always hire someone to
scratch my ass, right?
Gallows humor; it's good for the soul.
"Come on, Drake, hurry up before I change my
mind."
I had no intention of doing any such thing, but say
ing it out loud helped channel my thoughts away from
my arm.
The four hundred dollars Drake had given me was
gone. Blue J and I went out on the town Wednesday,
getting a suite in the swanky Four Seasons hotel up
town. We really lived it up too, compared to our usual
standards anyway. Our room was huge, with separate
areas for sitting and for sleeping. The sitting room
came complete with leather couch, chairs, rolltop oak
desk, and a complete home theater set up with stereo,
surround-sound speakers and big-screen satellite televi
sion. The bedroom had a four-post king-size canopy
bed with shiny satin sheets and a balcony overlooking
nearby Lake Erie.
The best part was our bathroom, which had a four-
person hot tub and enough free soaps, shampoos, and
bubble baths to clean an army. Blue J and I ordered
steak and wine, then later on, pizza, chicken wings, and
beer, and spent almost the whole night partying in the
tub. Unfortunately, four hundred bucks doesn't go very
far in a high-class hotel, so first thing Thursday morn
ing we were out on the street and back in our Dump-
ster again. Oh, well, it was fun while it lasted.
For some reason, I .couldn't tell Blue J what I was
about to do. I said the money for the hotel binge had
come from my wife's sister, Gloria, who had tracked
me down and invited me to visit her and Arlene for a
couple months. Blue J believed me, and we sat talking
about how I might be able to get back on my feet, start
a new life with my family again. I hated lying to my
only friend, but I just didn't feel right about telling
him the truth. Maybe I thought he'd laugh and call me
a fool, or maybe I thought he'd want to come along. I
don't know. My plan was to come back and get him once
I had my money. He deserved better than this. Puck-
man, on the other hand, I told nothing, not even good
riddance. I wouldn't be coming back to his rescue.
Fuck him.
The sound of an approaching car caught my atten
tion and I looked to my right to see the white limo
headed my way. A maroon-colored van followed closely
behind it and I was surprised to see both vehicles pull
over and stop near me. The passenger door at the back
of the limousine opened and I walked around the car
ready to climb in. Drake stepped out of the car, holding
his hand out to stop me. He looked bigger than I re-
membered* meaner, and far more like the hired muscle
he really was, wearing an all-black jogging suit with
white running shoes.
"Whoa there, Mike," he growled. "Where doyou think
you're going?"
I was confused. "I'm coming with you, aren't I?"
"Not in the limo you're not. Why should you get
special treatment? Get in the van. You can ride to Dr.
Marshall's estate with the other guys."
• Other guys?
I looked back at the maroon van parked ten feet away,
but the windows were tinted dark enough I couldn't
make out anyone inside. I looked back at Drake.
"What do you mean, ride with the other guys? Other
people are selling their arms, too?"
"When did I say you were the only one?"
"I don't know? I guess I just pre—"
"Look, Mike, I don't have time to explain all this.
We're already late, so get in the van. Dr. Marshall will
explain everything when we get there, okay?"
Drake climbed back into the limo and slammed the
door. I Was about to re-open it and ask another craes-
tion, but I heard the door locks engage, putting an end
to that idea. I was still confused, but I didn't have much
choice except walk to the van and do what I was told.
It was a fairly new Dodge Caravan, and the big slid
ing rear passenger door opened just as I was reaching
for the handle. I took One last look at the Carver Street
Bridge and the hovel of a place I'd called home