Pen. That was real. What youâve seen here isnât real.â
I donât know how my little brother gets us all off of the demon ship full of the dead but I know it has something to do with our stories, pictures, and songs. All I remember next is being back in the pink house with tears from my unstolen eye wet on my face.
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PENâS DESTINY
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W E GATHER IN THE LIVING ROOM and eat some canned minestrone soup Merk brought; no one is up to picking fresh vegetables tonight. My head hurts, like my brain is swollen, edema, pressing against my skull. Venice found another patch to cover my eye.
Itâs Hex who speaks first, rubbing his temples; I guess he feels like I do. âWhat the hell was that?â
Merk focuses his eyes on my brother, who flinches a little. âWhy didnât it get you?â
âI have no idea.â
âThereâs something special about that kid.â Merk slurps down some soup and scowls out the window. âHeâll be helpful when we go back out.â
Hex almost jumps out of his chair. âWhat the fuck are you talking about? Weâre not going near that ship again. If anything, weâll set fire to it.â
âHow else will we get to the new world?â Merk replies, very calm. He wipes his nose on his filthy sleeve.
âThat thing almost killed us,â Hex growls; he sounds like Argos. â You almost killed us with that gun. And the six of us couldnât man that ship even if it wasnât bewitched.â
Merk stands and goes to the window. He puts both hands on the glass, leaving greasy smudges. âThe ghosts will sail us there,â he says.
Heâs gone over the edge for sure this time.
âYou need to rest,â I tell him. âWhy donât you lie down?â
Merk turns and saunters out of the room like an old-time cowboy. First a pirate, now this. He really missed his calling as an actor but itâs too late for that now. âWait and see,â he says over his shoulder. âWe will board that ship again and the ghosts will sail us to the new world. Pen will be the founder of a civilization. It is her destiny. The star spoke it. As her father, I must accompany her.â
I think about the shooting star we saw. Though I was too out of it at the time to realize, Merk interpreted the star as another omen. In The Aeneid it was a sign that Aeneasâs father Anchises should join Aeneas on his journey. Merk certainly sees the star as a reason to go.
I look over at Hex, wanting to touch him but Iâm not sure if weâre okay. The venom with which he spoke to me on the ship still scares me, even if he thought I was his mother at the time.
âI thought Luther was there,â Ash says. Luther is the choral director Ash lived with when his mom threw him out for being gay. Luther the pedophile, the one Ash thought I was when we were under the shipâs spell. Why did they all think I was someone they hated? The question makes me cold from my skin to my insides, as if Iâm still out in the wind.
âI thought I saw my mother.â I wonder if Hex is avoiding eye contact on purpose when he says this.
âPen thought she saw Kronen,â says Venice. âAnd Merk thought it was sea snakes that wanted to kill him.â
Like the sea snakes in The Aeneid that killed the Trojan Laocoön and his two young sons, when Laocoön tried to convince them not to take the Trojan horse in through the gates. Once again there are parallels with the epic but none of it makes any real sense in this mad world.
Hex rolls his eyes. âFigures heâd be the one to see the snakes. Heâs fucking insane even without a spell.â
âBut Ez saw Eliot,â I say. âNot someone he hates, obviously. Why was that?â
âWhy did he leave me?â Ez says under his breath. âSometimes when Iâm not thinking clearly I hate him for dying. He should be with us.â His