continued, still bearing that disgustingly smug grin. âCome and join us, little brother. We were just talking about you.â
âWhat are you doing, Rowan?â Ash sighed, sounding more irritated than anything. âMab told us not to bother the half-breed.â
âMe? Bother her?â Rowan looked incredulous, blue eyes widening into the picture of innocence. âIâm never a bother. We were just having a scintillating conversation. Werenât we, Princess? Why donât you tell him what you just told me?â
Ashâs silver gaze flicked to mine, a shadow of uncertainty crossing his face. My lips opened of their own accord, and I clapped my hands over my mouth again, stopping the words before they spilled out. Meeting his gaze, I shook my head, beseeching him with my eyes.
âOh, come now, Princess, donât be shy,â Rowan purred. âYou seemed to have a lot to say about our dearest boy Ash, here. Go on and tell him.â
I glared at Rowan, wishing I could tell him exactly what he could do with himself, but I was feeling so sick and light-headed now, it took all my concentration to stay upright. Ashâsgaze hardened. Striding away from me, he bent and plucked something out of the snow, holding it up before him.
It was the fruit Iâd dropped, a single bite taken out of the flesh, like Snow Whiteâs poisoned apple. Only it wasnât an apple now, but a big spotted toadstool, the fleshy insides white as bone. My stomach heaved, cramping violently, and I nearly lost the bite Iâd taken.
Ash said nothing. Glaring at Rowan, he held up the mushroom and raised an eyebrow. Rowan sighed.
âMab didnât specifically say we couldnât use spill-your-guts,â Rowan said, shrugging his lean shoulders. âBesides, I think youâd be most interested in what our Summer princess has to say about you.â
âWhy should I be?â Ash tossed the mushroom away, looking bored again. âThis conversation isnât important. I made the bargain to get her here, and now itâs done. Anything I said or did was for the purpose of bringing her to court.â
I gasped, my hands dropping away from my face, to stare at him. It was true, then. Heâd been playing me all along. What he told me in the Iron Kingdom, everything we shared, none of that was real. I felt ice spreading through my stomach and shook my head, trying to erase what I just heard. âNo,â I muttered, too low for anyone to hear. âItâs not true. It canât be. Ash, tell him youâre lying.â
âMab doesnât care how I did it, as long as the goal was accomplished,â Ash continued, oblivious to my torment. âWhich is more than I can say for you.â He crossed his arms and shrugged, the picture of indifference. âNow, if weâre quite done here, the half-breed should return inside. The queen will not be pleased if she freezes to death.â
âAsh,â I whispered as he turned away. âWait!â He didnât even glance at me. Tears pressed behind my eyes, and I stumbled after him, fighting a wave of dizziness. âAsh!â
âI love you!â
The words just tumbled out of me. I didnât mean to say them, but the moment I did, my stomach twisted with disbelief and utter horror. My hands flew back to my mouth, but it was far, far too late. Rowan grinned his biggest yet, a smile full of terrible glee, like heâd been given the best present in the world.
Ash froze, his back still to me. For just a moment, I saw his hands clench at his sides.
âThatâs unfortunate for you, isnât it?â he said, his voice dead of emotion. âBut the Summer Court has always been weak. Why would I touch the half-breed daughter of Oberon? Donât make me sick, human.â
It was like an icy hand plunged into my body, ripping my heart from my chest. I felt actual physical pain lance through me. My legs