girls. Of course, he despised me from the start, as soon as I admitted that horses frightened me to death and insisted on being mounted on only the most docile mare in Albanyâs stable. He roared with laughter and passed what were obviously ribald remarks every time he clapped his big brown eyes on me; eyes that were slightly protuberant and appeared to bore right inside me. I found his gaze extremely disconcerting.
Then there was the page, David Gray, always known as Davey, a slight, willowy creature who could, if the mood took him, speak English well enough to be understood, although he would affect not to comprehend my west country speech with its harsh ârâs and diphthonged vowels. He was a pretty boy with fair, wavy hair and violet-blue eyes, who accepted with good humour the obvious teasing of his fellow servants, and of Albany himself.
âMy brother, Mar, was very fond of Davey,â Albany once remarked to me, with, I thought, a certain amount of significance.
Lastly, there were the two squires who, I gathered, had been devoted to their late master, the earl, and who had now extended that loyalty to his brother, Albany. They were both handsome youths of about the dukeâs own age, the slightly younger one, Donald Seton, having red hair and the freckled skin that so often accompanies it. His eyes were hazel, flecked with green, and he tended to avoid looking directly at people when he spoke to them.
His companion and close friend was Murdo MacGregor, taller by half a head than any other member of Albanyâs household, including James Petrie, and who seemed to be the more important of the two. Indeed, this brown-haired, blue-eyed man, with his princely bearing and aloof attitude sometimes appeared to be more important than the duke himself. He ignored me.
âDonât mind Murdo,â Albany told me with a laugh. âThe motto of the MacGregors is â
Is rioghal mo dhream
â. âMy blood is royalâ. And they all claim descent from the Clan Alpin, which is the oldest and most purely Celtic of all the highland clans. Furthermore, they hold rigidly by the ancient clan rule of defending whatâs theirs by the sword and not by sheepskin.â
âSheepskin?â I queried, puzzled.
âMarriage charters, written agreements with their neighbours. The only way the MacGregors settle a dispute is with cold steel.â
Needless to say, after this introduction, I gave the elder squire as wide a berth as possible, and, as I have already mentioned, he didnât seek me out. That isnât to say that I didnât notice him watching me very closely on occasions. All of which explains my misery. I was lonely, homesick and ill at ease.
At the beginning of June, our great sprawling cavalcade of lords and their levies, with the king at its head, set off northwards from London for Northamptonshire where, at Fotheringay Castle, we were to rendezvous with the Duke of Gloucester and the Earl of Northumberland, travelling south. Before we reached our destination, news came of a successful foray into Scotland by Duke Richard and his forces, during which Dumfries had been taken and burned. His Grace had then coolly retired before an army could be raised against him and set out to meet his brother.
âThis doesnât bother you?â I had the temerity to ask Albany, lying by his side in bed at some inn where we were billeted for the night. It was blowing a gale and pouring with rain, and I could not help thinking of the poor foot soldiers and archers trying to sleep in some sodden field.
To my surprise, my royal bedfellow, sharing my company in the fire-studded dark, failed to snub me. He merely hunched his shoulders under the quilt and answered laconically, âYou canât make a cake without breaking eggs.â
I couldnât let it go. âBut these are your people being burned out of their homes. Arenât you afraid such actions by your allies will turn