light again.
âLetâs pause a moment, think on that. More facts. The whole of modern civilization is derived from just one thing: the exploitation of fossil fuels . I donât just mean industry. I mean our culture, our political system, the fact that we can feed our Âpeople and get food to those who need it. Everything that makes our lives worthwhile.
âNow, I donât yet have children of my own. But I want to, I want to very much. And I have to ask myself: what kind of world will there be waiting for them? A world like oursâÂor a world effectively dying, moribund, in which all the benefits of civilization, of a decent, orderly, educated life, are gone? Is that the world I want for them?â
He paused. The joking was all done with now. He paused until his audience began to stir and shuffle in vague discomfort; until the translators had not only caught up with him but were drumming their fingers, waiting for the next line.
âNow,â he said at last. âThatâs a bleak picture, donât you agree? Very bleak.
âBut you know why Iâm here, and who I represent, and I guess that some of you already know I donât intend to leave it there. You are Âpeople who look to the future, who believe thereâs going to be a future. And so am I. A good, prosperous future, for us, and our children, and our childrenâs children. So obviouslyâÂthatâs not the full story.
âFossil fuels are running out. All those I mentionedâÂcoal, oil, natural gas. But what if there was something elseâÂanother fossil fuel, almost untapped, and, whatâs more, renewable? Renewable within our lifetimes? What then?
âYou see, thereâs a notion, and itâs an old notion, that the Universe takes care of its own.
âLet me tell you, ladies and gentlemen. Itâs true.â
He stood there with his arms out, palms towards us. An open posture that was also, in its way, faintly religious. The saint beholds the Christ. The soul opens to God. A little subtext running through it all. Subliminal, perhaps. Deliberate, most certainly.
âThere exists a source of energy which has been here for centuries, gradually building power, growing without depletion. A very human source of energy. That is what I came to talk about. Not doom and gloom, not fear and misery. But hope. Prosperity. Not problems but solutions. And so, ladies and gentlemen, if youâll allow itâÂâ A knowing, self-Âironic look now, a brow raised to the camera. âCan we talk?â
T hereâs a certain type works for the Registry. You donât much notice them at first, not if youâre front line. Youâre talent-Âspotted, head-Âhunted, drafted in. Youâve got a gift, or at least somebody hopes you have, and youâre busy at the nuts-Âand-Âbolts end of the thing, planning how to do your next job and maybe spin it out into a Âcouple extra days paid holiday before you go back home; and if youâre anything like me, you donât think much of what youâll probably be doing next year or in ten yearsâ time. Itâs a failing, I suppose, this lack of forethought, and may even be a mind-Âset necessary for the job, since most field ops I know are just like that. They moan, they bitch about the work, but theyâre field ops nonetheless. Thatâs what they do, thatâs what theyâll stay, too, in the main. Itâs only when their lives go seriously wrong that they stop and think a while, and wonder if there might be something else that they could do, some other trade or business with a slightly lower chance of being killed, maimed, or so mightily fucked over that theyâll never get a good nightâs sleep again.
Thatâs what I went through after my last time in Budapest.
I had taken stock. Decided that I liked being alive; decided when I looked into the mirror, I wanted to know who was looking