mended my roller skates, either.
Then one Saturday morning, I went to the pictures. I was sitting next to Pam in the sixpenny seats, and the Western had just finished (the cowboys had won, as usual) and in the gap before the cartoon, Pamâs brother Tom leaned over and said to me, âWas it your dad I saw selling dog food down Victoria Street?â
I was so taken aback, it took me a moment to reply. Then I said, âI donât think so. Heâs an aircraft mechanic.â
âWell, it looked like him,â said Tom. âHe was going door-to-door.â
I didnât say any more.
Tom and Jerry
came on, and I was too busy laughing with everyone else. But when I got home later, and almost tripped over some tins of dog food piled up inside the back door, I remembered.
I stared at the tins with a peculiar feeling in my stomach. Iâd wanted Dad to find work locally. And there was nothing
wrong
with selling dog food. Of course there wasnât. But Iâd always been very proud of the fact my dad fixed aeroplanes. Selling dog food was a bit of a come-down.
It was at that moment that I heard voices from beyond the scullery door.
ââ¦donât see why we couldnât have gone to Newcastle.â
âGwen, you know why, we agreed that Meganâs education should come first.â
âI still donât see why she couldnât just take the Eleven Plus in Newcastle. Or join us later. Anyway, she might not even pass, and who knows if youâll ever get another chance?â
I felt tears stinging my eyes. So they
did
blame me. Dad had given up his new job; Mum had lost the chance of her own home. And it was my fault.
I turned towards the back door. But my foot caught on one of those wretched tins, which fell to the floor with a clang. Before I could escape into the yard, the door opened, and Dad peered through.
âThat you, Megs? Was wondering if there was a specially big mouse clattering about in there. Come on in. In fact, if youâve got a moment, why donât you show us what youâve been set for your homework this week?â
Dadâs eyes were very sharp, but if heâd noticed my tears he didnât say anything. I was glad to bend my head over my homework books.
To my surprise, it really helped, concentrating on mental arithmetic, and I stopped feeling like I was about to cry. Dad turned out to be very good at sums â and very patient too. When we closed the book, he said that weâd practice every day from now on.
Upstairs in my room, though, I felt awful. I was sure, on top of everything else, that he and Mum thought Iâd been eavesdropping. And with Shirley sitting in the middle of my rug, playing âschoolâ with her dolls, I couldnât even have a quiet cry.
Chapter Nine
Disaster
The day before the Eleven Plus, Miss Bulmer said that we werenât to fret or feel nervous, just to come to school after a good breakfast next morning, and do our best. She also said that we shouldnât do any homework that evening, but something completely different. So when Pam came running up, and said there was going to be a big race against the Copperworks Terrace lot over at the Hill that afternoon, I didnât think twice.
âI can share your skates, canât I?â
ââCourse you can,â said Pam at once. (Sometimes she had been a little reluctant to share, but I guess witha big contest against the Copperworks Terrace lot she knew we needed every good skater we had.)
We linked arms and ran for the gates. And that was when I spotted Mum through the railings. She was wearing her Sunday best frock and hat, and she had Shirley by one hand.
âOh, there you are,â she said, when I came up. âI need you to mind your sister.â
âBut Iâm just off out with Pam!â
âNot today youâre not. Iâm going to meet Dad now off the Cardiff train, and I want you to take Shirley and look