weird.â
âYou got that right,â said Dub.
âAnd thereâs something else,â said Allie. âYou know my journal?â
âThat book you told me about? Did you use it?â
âYes. And remember I looked through it and told you all the pages were blank?â
Dub nodded.
âWell, last night I found writing in it.â
âSo you missed it when you looked,â Dub said matter-of-factly.
Allie tried to keep the impatience out of her voice as she said, âIâm sure I didnât. The page was blank when I left the room, I know it was. I closed the book, went to get a pen, and when I came back it was open to the first page, andâthere it was.â
âWhat?â
âWriting. Just the words, âI am,â and then the letter âL.â Capital L. Like the beginning of a name. Only it sort of broke off, as if the person who wrote it had stopped suddenly.â
âMichael?â Dub suggested.
Allie shook her head. âHe wasnât around. I looked. Besides, he canât write, especially in cursive. Heâs only four.â
There was a moment of silence, during which Dub appeared to be deep in thought. âSo whoâs âLâ?â he asked.
âI donât know,â answered Allie quietly.
âHave you told anybody else about this?â asked Dub.
âMy parents,â said Allie. âAnd they didnât believe me. They said the writing had to have been there all along and that the rest of it was just my imagination running away with me.â She sighed in exasperation. âSo I wrote about it in my journal last night.â
âYou told Mr. Henry you were hearing voices?â asked Dub.
âI couldnât think of anything else to write about.â
âYouâd better hope he keeps his promise not to show anyone,â said Dub. âLike the little men in white coats.â
âVery funny,â said Allie. âDub, you donât think Iâm making this up, do you?â
âNo,â said Dub. âMaybe Karen canât tell when youâre fooling around and when youâre serious, but I can.â
âAnd Iâm not crazy,â she declared.
Dubâs face gathered in a sarcastic leer, as if he was about to crack a joke. Then he must have caught the worried look on Allieâs face. âNo way,â he said.
Allie felt relieved. She glanced again at the stone near their feet. ââLâ could stand for Lucy.â
âExcept for one small problem,â said Dub.
âWhat?â
âDuh, Al. Sheâs dead , remember?â
Allie giggled nervously. âThat would be a problem.â
Nine
The sound of the twelve oâclock whistle carried from the fire station to the cemetery. The class gathered their bag lunches and walked over to the glen to picnic by the creek. When Allie saw Karen and Pam sitting close together and sharing their lunches, she sat down near Mr. Henry. Dub joined her.
âJoey, you remembered your lunch?â Mr. Henry asked with a grin.
âWhen it comes to food,â said Joey, âI donât forget.â
From their flat, sunny picnic spot at the edge of the meadow, they could look down into the steep ravine that formed Fossil Glen. The silver stream of water rushed by, tumbling around corners and over rocks and fallen trees.
Allie nibbled on her peanut-butter-and-jelly sandwich, trying to concentrate on the flowing stream and the warmth of the sun on her back, instead of on Karen and Pam, who were looking her way and whispering. About half a mile downstream, Allie knew, the waters of Fossil Creek emptied into the wide, deep bowl of Seneca Lake.
Swollen with the spring rains, the creek seemed to be hurrying recklessly toward the lake. Later on, when summer came, the stream would slow down and warm up. It was as if it suddenly realized it didnât want to lose itself in the large, cold waters of the lake,
Muriel Barbery, Alison Anderson