captainâs home address, I have his personnel file in my office. You can stop by after rounds.â
I knew better than to ask him to bring it to me. The whole point of this exercise was to get me alone in his office again so he could try to pin me against his desk. This had happened twice before, and both times Iâd been successful in outmaneuvering him and making it out of the office unscathed. The sheer fact that he was my superior was the only reason I hadnât used his gold letter opener for a greater purpose.
âIâll do that,â I said, my mind already trying to figure out a way to obtain the folder without having to actually go into his office. My problem was solved when I passed Nurse Hathaway on the stairwell leading toward the mansionâs ballroom on the second floor, which was now used as a patient ward. I disliked taking advantage of her willingness to help, but I knew I didnât have the energy needed to fend off the doctorâs advances.
âNurse Hathawayâmay I ask a favor?â
âYes, Doctor.â She gave me a helpful smile, so different from what Iâd grown used to from most of the staff at Stornaway.
âCaptain Ravenelâs personnel file is in Dr. Greeleyâs office. When you have a moment, would you be so kind as to get it for me? I have rounds now, and so does Dr. Greeley.â
I added this last part so sheâd know heâd also be out of his office and she would be safe entering. I wasnât under any illusion that his attentions were directed only toward me. âCaptain Ravenel was admitted last night,â I added. âSo his file should be on top of Dr. Greeleyâs desk or on the filing cabinet.â
âYes, Doctor,â she said again, her gaze telling me that she knew exactly what I was saying.
I managed to get through rounds without thinking about Cooper Ravenel. The patients were mostly young, many not much older than I was. Yet their faces had aged prematurely, a permanent reminder ofwhat theyâd seen and done. The wounds theyâd sustained were bad enough to have them sent homeâamputations, mostly, and burnsâand several men had lost their eyesight in at least one eye. One man, a first lieutenant from Muncie, Indiana, was twenty-eight and now profoundly deaf from an exploding bomb. When Iâd first started treating these patients, Iâd expected to see them grateful to be home permanently, and Iâd seen a few like that. But there were some eager to return to their comrades, disappointed not that they were missing a leg or an arm, but that they would never again be sent to the front.
When we were through, I managed to escape without Dr. Greeley noticing that Iâd left the group, and headed toward the stairwell. As Iâd expected, Captain Ravenelâs file was waiting on the top step, and I picked it up before quietly entering the attic room.
I could tell that Nurse Hathaway had been in, had cleaned up the patient and tidied the bedside table. He slept in a sheen of perspiration, his condition apparently unchanged. I checked his chart and noticed the nurse had taken his vitals and all was stable. His temperature hadnât decreased, but neither had it risen. For now, all was good.
I remembered the look in his eyes as heâd called me Victorine and asked me to let down my hair. I had to remind myself that Victorine was another woman, a woman who was probably waiting to find out where her captain was, and that the sooner she came, the sooner I could regain my focus on what I wanted in life.
I moved the file to my makeshift desk and pulled out a piece of stationery and a pen. With a deep breath, and taking time with my unruly penmanship, I began to write, hoping my letter would reachCharleston as quickly as possible, while a small part of me wished that it would not.
Five
D ECEMBER 1892
Olive
The room at the top of the stairs.
Olive expected an attic of some sort,
Brenda Minton, Felicia Mason, Lorraine Beatty