when I thought he might not be a good guy after all. And most importantly, I remember not having déjà vu. No bad dreams. No visions. No escape from the chicken pox, not even for one second.
âWeâre watching that one again?â Claire says, tossing a throw pillow onto Mega Couch from the other side of the room. âWeâve seen it a hundred tiiiiimes.â She bends down to swipe another pillow off the floor. Her chestnut hair spills in front of her face.
Iâve always been jealous of how much she looks like Mom â perfect apple cheeks, dark eyes, willowy frame, that satin hair â while Audrey and I look just like Dad. Dusky blond hair, pale gray eyes, button noses. But one thing Claire didnât inherit from Mom is her penchant for drama. She doesnât have one ounce of Momâs calm manner and even temper.
âItâs Alexâs turn to pick,â Mom says. âWhat she says goes.â
âBut itâs so unfair.â Claire flings the other pillow across the room. âWe never watch anything new. I canât talk to my friends about these old movies. They havenât heard of any of them.â
âSo?â I say, kneeling down on the floor and sticking Charade in the DVD player.
âSo you donât have any friends. You donât know what itâs like.â
Mom unfolds one of Granâs afghans and drapes it over the back of the couch. âThatâs not true. Alex has friends.â
Claire fists her hands on her hips. âName one.â
Momâs face goes a little blank as she thinks about it. Then she says, âPaisley,â and smiles at me. âShe sits next to you in Sunday School.â
I turn my head to the side so she canât see me grimace. Paisley isnât exactly my friend. She does sit next to me in Sunday School, but we never speak. Sheâs weird, even for my standards. For one, she always wears flannel pajamas and hiking boots. To church and to school. And two? She always has a handful of mayonnaise packets in her backpack.
Which she snacks on.
During class.
I shudder just thinking about the sound she makes sucking on those packets.
âAnd what about Jensen?â Mom says. âHeâs been your friend since you two were in the church nursery together.â
I roll my eyes. âMom, just because Paisley and Jensen are in my general vicinity at church and school doesnât mean theyâre my friends.â
âSee?â Claire says. âJensen isnât her friend. She just has that huge crush on him still.â
I donât even attempt to dispute it like I normally would. Claireâs like a pit bull when it comes to arguing. Once she sinks her teeth in, she doesnât let go. And I donât have the energy to spar with her tonight. Besides, itâs not like my crush on Jensen was ever a secret in this family. Even Pops knows about it. He used to pinch me right above my knee where it tickles, and if I laughed, it meant I was âboy crazy.â Boy crazy for Jensen Peters.
I laughed every time, dammit.
âCanât you just try a new movie?â Claire asks, sticking a brightly colored DVD case under my nose. It looks like some sort of tween musical. I resist the urge to gag. âI saw it at Madelineâs and itâs so awesome. I know youâd like it if you just gave it a tryyy.â Her whining is truly an art form. Sheâs as incessant and irritating as the seagulls down at the docks in the summer.
Again, Iâm too tired to argue. I pull the DVD case from her fingers and pop it open. âFine. You guys watch this, and Iâll eat in my room. Happy?â I flip Charade out of the disc drive, and I shove Claireâs movie into the player a little too hard.
Mom notices. âNo,â she says, kneeling beside me. She switches out the DVDs and hands Claireâs movie back to her. âWeâre watching Charade.â
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Jean-Marie Blas de Robles