mirrored my own. âWhatcould they have done to put themselves in such danger?â
I yawned. âI donât know. But I have a feeling it was an effort to do good.â
While running into prostitutes and shoot-outs didnât sound entirely wholesome, if there was one thing I knew about Maxon, it was that he always strove to do what was right.
âCome on,â Carter said. âYou can sleep next to Paige. And Iâll sleep on the floor.â
âNope. Where you go, I go,â I replied. I needed to be beside him tonight. So much was going through my head, and I knew he was my only safe place.
I remembered thinking America was foolish for being upset with Maxon over my caning, but it made sense now. Even though he had my utmost respect, I couldnât help feeling a little angry with him for letting her get hurt. For the first time I was able to see my caning through her eyes. I knew then just how much I loved her, and how much she must love me. If she felt half the worry I felt tonight, it was more than enough.
Itâd been a week and a half, and nothing felt quite normal yet. Everywhere I went, all the conversations still revolved around the attack. I was one of the lucky few. While others were ruthlessly murdered throughout the palace, Carter and I were safely tucked away in our room. He had been outside tending to the grounds when he heard gunshots, and the instant he realized what was happening, he raced into thekitchen and grabbed me, and we ran to our room. I helped him push our bed against the door, and we lay on it, adding to the weight.
I trembled in his arms as the hours passed, terrified the rebels would find us and wondering if there was any way they would show us mercy. I kept asking Carter if we should have tried to escape from the palace grounds, but he was insistent that we were safer staying put.
âYou didnât see what I saw, Marlee. I donât think we would have made it.â
So weâd waited, straining to hear the sounds of enemies and relieved when friends finally came down the hall, knocking on doors. It was a strange thing to think about, but when weâd gone into that room, Clarkson was the king, and when we came out, it was Maxon.
I hadnât been alive the last time the crown was handed over to a new king. This seemed like such a natural change for the country. Maybe because Iâd always been happy to follow Maxon anyway. And, of course, the work Carter and I needed to do around the palace didnât slow, so there wasnât much time to stop and think about a new ruler.
I was preparing lunch when a guard came into the kitchen and called my new name. The last time an escort came for me, America had been bleeding, so I was instantly on edge. And I wasnât sure what it meant that Carter was already standing next to the guard, covered in sweat from being outside.
âDo you know what this is about?â I whispered to Carteras the guard took us upstairs.
âNo. I canât imagine weâre in trouble for anything, but the formality of being escorted by a guard is . . . off-putting.â
I laced my hand in his, my wedding band twisting a bit in the process and lodging the knot between our fingers.
The guard led us to the Throne Room, which was typically reserved for greeting guests or special ceremonies related to the crown. Maxon was sitting at the far end of the room, his crown affixed on his head. He looked so wise. My heart swelled to see America sitting on a smaller throne to his right, her hands folded in her lap. There was no crown for her yetâthat would come on her wedding dayâbut she wore a comb in her hair that looked like a sunburst, and she was already so queenly.
Off to one side, a group of advisers sat at a table, reviewing stacks of papers and furiously scribbling notes.
We followed the guard down a blue carpet. He stopped right before King Maxon and bowed, then stepped aside, leaving Carter and me