offers anymore. He could no longer differentiate one from the other. Perhaps he never could. Theyâd been a means to deliver surcease for his aching loins. Theyâd provided a few momentsâ respite from dark thoughtsâÂjust as the drink did. It seemed of late he was relying more heavily on the drink.
He took another sip, forcing himself to savor it. He savored so little. He plowed into pleasures as though they were the answer.
When he didnât even know the bloody question.
Another sip. A dark chuckle. Had he really thought to bring Rosalind Sharpe here? To witness his madness, to see how far heâd fallen into depravity?
He could have explained his guests by saying tonight was merely a partyâÂ
Why did he feel he needed to justify the way he lived? He didnât. Not to her, not to anyone. He did what he wanted, when he wanted, as he wanted.
He got up, strode to his desk, and yanked the bellpull on the wall behind it. He walked to the window. Gaslights illuminated the gardens and the Âpeople cavorting about, some dancing naked in his fountain. There was a time when he would have joined them. Tonight he merely found them wearisome.
The door opened.
âI want them gone,â he announced before his butler had taken half a dozen steps into the room.
Silence. Finally, â Them? â
âAll these Âpeople. The women, the gents. Have the women call upon my man of business if they need assistance settling elsewhere.â
âYes, Your Grace. Will there be anything else?â
Avendale continued to stare at the gardens. âHave all the mattresses replaced. Pillows, cushions. Replace what can be replaced, get rid of what canât. Any furniture that reeks of sordid activities I want gone. This residence is to appear as though no one has ever been here save myself and that I have lived as chastely as a monk.â
âI shall see to it posthaste.â
âAnd ensure there is a servant on hand who knows how to attend to a lady.â
âYes, sir.â
Avendale could hear the question in Thatcherâs tone: Was the duke on the verge of taking a wife?
âThatâll be all.â
âAs you wish, sir.â
After Thatcher left, Avendale leaned against the window casement. He planned to entertain Mrs. Rosalind Sharpe in his residence in the very near future. He wanted her to feel comfortable, for everything to be to her liking, so the preparations needed to begin in earnest now.
She would not be an easy conquest, but conquer her he would.
L ying in bed, Rose stared at the ceiling. Sheâd had a dreadfully fitful slumber, sleeping a mere two winks, if that.
It was blasted Avendaleâs fault she had grown so warm that at one point sheâd considered divesting herself of her nightdress. Even knowing it was nigh impossible, she could have sworn that she still felt his lips moving so determinedly over hers. Heâd displayed no hesitation as he guided his hands along her side. He was a man who knew precisely what he wanted. And he wanted her.
Over the years, other men had as well. Sheâd grown skilled at enticing them near, yet holding them at bay. She wasnât certain Avendale would be quite as easy to manipulate. He was dangerous, not likely to settle for the crumbs with which she was willing to part.
She would do well to seek out another benefactor, but Avendale fascinated her. âI will have you,â heâd said. As she wasnât likely to shake him off easily, she might as well embrace the challenge of besting him. Could be fun and include a few additional pleasantries. Kissing him was certainly no hardship. As long as she remained in control and held him to that, she thought she could gain everything she wanted.
A quick glance at the clock on the mantel revealed that it was midmorning. Tempted to pull the covers over her head to see if she could fall more easily into slumber, she resisted, knowing that Harry would