âThey never worked out. At least, they didnât the way I was hoping. I may be asking too much, but I sure would like to find myself a settling-down kind of man who doesnât treat the good-old-boy macho creed as something handed down from on high.â
âHow long have you been out of school?â
âFour long years. And let me tell you, sister, Iâm getting awful tired of looking.â
âThere doesnât appear to be a whole lot of single-male ground to cover out here in Edenton,â Deborah pointed out.
âI know. But I couldnât stand the strain of staying in Norfolk.â She gave a weary smile. âThat town is filled with good-time boys and all that goes with them. Like temptations too strong for this girl.â
âAt least youâre not too far away.â
âYeah, going home is a real treat. My brothers are always on the lookout for marriage material. Itâs gotten so I spend all my weekends listening to sales pitches for whichever buddy of theirs has just broken up or just gotten out of the service or something. I feel like Iâm being shuttled around a used-car lot.â
âYou going home this weekend?â
âIâd thought about it, but Iâm not sure Iâm up to it. Why?â
âJust wondering.â Deborah played it as casual as she could. âIâve got a friend coming down from Washington I thought you might like to meet.â
âThat might be nice,â Blair said neutrally. âSo what about you, Debs? Do you have a score of lovers stashed away somewhere?â
âNot hardly. Iâm just not a romantic person, I guess. I donât think I ever have been. When I was growing up, I couldnât understand what all the fuss was about, with makeup and clothes and boys. I remember going to Zeffirelliâs Romeo and Juliet , did you ever see the movie?â
Blair nodded. âOn video. Seven times. Cried my eyes out.â
âOnce was more than enough for me. I went with some girlfriends right after it came out. They all sat there and bawled. I thought it was silly. Not the movie, it was really well done. The way they carried on, though, I never could understand that.â
Blair cocked her head to one side as though trying to study something that remained just slightly out of focus. âDonât you ever get lonely?â
âThe million-dollar question. Sometimes, yes. I wish I had a good friend. Especially now, when there are bad days, I wish . . .â She shrugged. âBut my wishes arenât ever for a lover, not in the way you want a husband. Not that I think youâre wrong for wanting that. I just never have.â Debs smiled. âI find comfort where comfort is offered these days. And I have my cats.â
âCats, plural?â
âTwo. Cassandra and Rapunzel. They are as spoiled as cats can be. Himalayan. Probably the most expensive cat you can buy. Bred for looks, not brains.â
âI think Himalayans are adorable.â
âThank you. Cliff used to call them my walking decorative items.â
âCliff?â
âMy friend, the one whoâs coming down this weekend. He also referred to them as the pillows that pee.â
âAnd you stayed friends?â
âCliff is a darling man who has a sort of skewed perspective on just about everything. I used to call him my perpetual challenge. He is very handsome, or at least I think he is. Maybe a year or two older than you. Blond and big and freckled, sort of like an overgrown kid. He is one of the most good-natured men I have ever met, which used to drive me crazy at times.â
âWhat do you mean by a skewed perspective?â
âOh, Cliff is the kind of guy who thinks the world ought to run along the track of what is right and good. I used to think he would have been better off being born in the days of chivalry, when he could go riding off on a white charger to rescue the
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