his mother and the condition on which she had let him go to the police academy.
Elsie Loach was both inconsolable about her sonâs near disaster, imagining the inches in either direction that would have left him dead or paralyzed, and triumphant that sheâd saved his life. She wanted him to resign immediately. No oneâs son should be a police officer! They should come from the ranks of orphans and middle-aged men whose mothers have passed on. He practically lived at the station, like a firefighter, like a lighthouse keeper, like a monk. Sheâd brought the braided rug from his room at home and a reading lamp for his bedside, which necessitated her acquiring and refinishing a solid maple night table from the rummage sale at Saint Xavierâs along with a bureau scarf that wasnât frilly or stained.
Strangers assumed that she was thrilled to have Joey in uniform; exhilarated by the sight of him behind the wheel of his cruiser, pressed and clean-shaven, but she wasnât. She turned off the news when she saw reports of police officers shot, killed, sued, eulogized. And now it had happened. A crazy man had shot Joey at close range as he ambled in his good-natured fashion up to the half-open window ofâas best as he could rememberâa Ford pickup with Massachusetts plates. They were out thereânuts and murderers; sociopaths who thought it was better to kill someoneâs son than get a ticket. Marilee and her husband had safe jobsâday-care teacher at a state building with a metal detector and dairy manager at Foodland.
Worst of all, the murderer was at large. âHeâs gone,â Joey had promised. âEven the stupidest cop killer would get out of town and not look back.â
âMaybe he wasnât just passing through. Maybe this was his destination. Maybe he was out to get you.â
âI pulled him over! He shot me because he mustâve had drugs in the car or it was stolen, or there was a body in the trunk.â
âPromise me youâll let the state police handle this. Let someone else go looking for him.â
âIâm not going looking for him, okay?â
âWill you spend tonight at home?â
He shook his head. She walked from the foot of his bed to one side. âLet me see.â
âNo.â
âI want to see what he did to you.â
Joey pulled the thin cotton blanket up to his shoulders. âItâs black-and-blue. They told me to expect a few more shades before Iâm done. But forget it. Iâm not showing you.â
âIs it very painful?â
âNo,â he lied.
She narrowed her eyes. âThey said on television it was like getting beat up by a heavyweight boxer.â
âNah,â said Joey. âBantamweight, maybe.â
She opened the flat, hinged carton that held his new bullet-proof vest, picked it up by its shoulders, held it against her own chest, and said, âIt seems so flimsy.â
âThatâs the pointâlighter; new and improved.â
âBut strong enough to stop the bullets?â
âDefinitely. More than ever. Youâre worrying about nothing. Lightning doesnât strike the same place twice.â
âThatâs not true! If youâre chief of police, youâre a lightning rod.â
âThis is King George, Ma. This was a bad break, but itâs not going to happen again.â
âWhat if heâs never caught? How do I get to sleep at night knowing heâs out there?â
âYouâll sleep fine. So will I. In fact Iâve got a prescription for sleeping pills. Iâll give you one.â He folded the blanket to his waist. âNow Iâm getting out of bed and Iâm getting dressed, so you may want to leave.â
âIâll wait in the hall. I want to speak to the nurses anyway.â
âAbout what?â
âI want someone besides you to tell me that the doctor discharged you.â
Joey picked