agreement, about the rent youâll pay for usinâ her kitchen and utilities,â Ben said to Josiah. âYouâll have to hire some folks to help serve and clean up, too, because the gals who work for Miriam are already pullinâ a full load.â
âIâd help for as long as I could,â Lena insisted. She gazed at Josiah with wide blue eyes. âYou can do this! Doesnât it feel like the hand of Godâs been leading you here?â
âI need to think about thisâa lot,â Josiah added as he rose abruptly from the table.
He couldnât get out of the house fast enough. And he didnât like it one bit that the ladies assumed heâd go along with their ideasânor did he appreciate Benâs requirements for a business agreement. Hiram Knepp had hired him sight unseen, without so much as a handshake, which was usually all most Plain folks required.
And since when has Lena found religion? Where was God when she got pregnant? Where was He when my parents drowned? Is it any wonder that I doubt God led us to Willow Ridge?
Josiah inhaled the frosty night air to settle his conflicting thoughts. He detested other people telling him what to do. Heâd made his own decisions since heâd gotten out of school several years ago, and his life had gone just fineâuntil Lena had teased him beyond his control.
Donât listen to these people. What do they know?
Josiah entered the barn, where the earthy scents of manure and horse feed soothed him. While Ben had done very well for himself in Willow Ridgeâhis beautiful new home and barn were evidence of his business senseâJosiah didnât appreciate him being such a naysayer. Why didnât Hooley believe he could cook? Who would make up a story about catering? The proof was in the pork chopsâand the brisket and baked beans and other food he and Savilla dished up.
As he climbed the ladder to drop a few bales of hay from the loft, Josiahâs temper rose and his thoughts spun faster. What if Miriam expected him to auditionâto work during her day shift and prove himself? It was one thing for the neighbor ladies to cook at the Sweet Seasons, but it was another thing altogether if they thought he would peel potatoes and wash dishes andâ
âNo womenâs work for me , thank you very much!â Josiah hollered. âIâll do this my way!â The echo of his voice in the high ceiling gave him a sense of release and satisfaction as the horses glanced up from their stalls.
âSounds like something I wouldâve said at your age.â
Josiah winced. Just inside the barn, Ben stood with his arms crossed, smiling. âMy attitude cost me several years of productive life, considerinâ how I didnât settle down with Miriam until I turned thirty-five,â he went on. âBut jah , I left home to run my business my way.â
Josiah stood stock-still, bracing for a sermon. Ben was a preacher, after all.
âThatâs why youâll not partner with my wife until the details are in writing, Josiah,â Ben went on. âYouâre too much like I wasâlike my brothers Luke and Ira, too. Reckless. Fearless. Careless ,â he insisted. Then he shrugged. âBut since youâre not gonna follow anybody elseâs rules, I donât have to worry about ya messinâ up Miriamâs business, do I?â
Josiahâs lips twitched. He felt really stupid, but that was no reason to back down or act as though he was sorry. âNope.â
âIâm glad we understand each other,â Ben replied. â Denki for doinâ my horse chores. Itâs gut , solid menâs work.â
Josiah nipped his lip. Where did he stand with Hooley, really? He and Savilla shared the cooking and cleanup without separating the tasks according to genderâhe made a pretty fair batch of biscuits in a pinch, and his sister could change a rig wheel. She