dynamite. That chicken character brought down the house.â
She knew he was trying to make her feel better, but bringing up Gus the dancing chicken only triggered her biggest fear. She felt her voice climb higher in her throat. âThe girls in the Writersâ Workshop do real writing. I need to learn how to write about people and serious things. Not made-up warriors and dancing chickens and fake fairies.â
Dad raised an eyebrow. âI donât know about that.â
âItâs true,â Zinnie said, covering her face and shaking her head in despair.
âOkay. Letâs take a deep breath,â Dad said, placing a strong, reassuring arm around her back. âClose your eyes. Come on, weâll do it together.â Zinnie closed her eyes. âIn,â Dad said, and they inhaled deeply. âAnd out.â He made a shushing noise as they exhaled in unison. âIn,â Dad said, inhaling loudly, âand out.â He shushed again. They repeated the cycle until Zinnieâs heart stopped galloping.
âFirst of all, thereâs no such thing as ârealâ writing and âfakeâ writing,â Dad said. âGood writing is good writing. I know that for a fact. And Mrs. Lee knows that, too, Iâm sure.â
âThen how come nothing in here,â Zinnie said as she held up Muses , âis like anything Iâve written? I need to go to Summer Scribes. But I really donât wantto miss out on going to Aunt Sunnyâs.â She was starting to get worked up again. âWhat do I do?â
âEveryone is always missing out on something. Right now, there could be a really cool asteroid flying across the sky and weâre missing out on seeing it.â
âReally?â Zinnie said, opening her bedroom curtains.
âThere could be,â Dad said, drawing the curtains closed again. âMy point is that we arenât actually missing out on anything, because weâre here, in our home, hanging out together.â
âIâm confused,â Zinnie said, too tired for any kind of lesson. âI just want to know what to do.â
âWhen I have a tough decision to make, I write out a question and put it under my pillow, and when I wake up, I usually know what to do.â
âReally?â Zinnie asked.
âReally,â Dad said.
âI guess Iâll try it,â Zinnie said. It was the only solution she had.
âItâs worth a shot, right?â Dad said, handing Zinnie her notebook and a pen.
She wrote, Do I go to Pruet early or stay in LA? in her notebook and tore the page out. âLike this?â
âExactly,â Dad said. âNow fold it up and put it under your pillow.â
She did as he said and then, exhausted from thinking, climbed under her covers. âI hope this helps.â
âMe too,â Dad said, handing her the book on her bedside table, a four-hundred-pager called The Misty Trails of Dragons , which she was almost done with.
âI still donât get why it works,â Zinnie said, turning on the little reading lamp that was clipped to her bed frame.
âI like to think itâs the work of dream fairies or the moon spirits. But, shhh! I wouldnât want Mrs. Leeâs Writersâ Workshop to hear me say that.â
âHa-ha,â Zinnie said. âVery funny.â
âLove you,â Dad said.
âLove you, too,â Zinnie said as Dad kissed her between the eyebrows and shut off the light.
8 ⢠The Illuminated Path
T hat night, Zinnie dreamed that she was walking down a twisting path in a dark forest. She was scared because the plants and animals were all strange. Then she realized that she had one of Aunt Sunnyâs field guides with her and she was able to identify the life around her. As she walked on, recording her discoveries in her notebook, dappled light illuminated the path. She knew that she didnât need the field guide anymore
Janwillem van de Wetering