still a family even if you decide not to have children.â
âThank you, Kel,â Pamela said, using her pet name for her younger sister.
The two sisters talked for another ten minutes, Pamela giving Kelly an update on her new position as an assistant curator at the National Gallery of Art. Leo, her husband, had taken over as curator at the National Museum of African Art two years before.
The first star had made its appearance in the sky when she stripped off her clothes and pulled a sheet over her nude body. This time when she went to sleep there were no erotic dreams to disturb her slumber.
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Ryanâs footfall was heavy as he made his way up the porch steps to his fatherâs house and sat down on a rocker across from the older man. Sean sat on his grandfatherâs lap, asleep.
âThat was quick.â
âIt was quick because she wouldnât talk to me.â
Sheldon leaned forward. âWhy not?â
âWhy?â Ryan repeated. âI donât know why, Pop.â
âWhat do you do to her?â
Stretching long legs out in front of him, Ryan crossed his feet at the ankles. âNothing. I told her Iwanted to talk to her and she closed the door in my face.â
âIs that all?â
Ryan threw up a hand. âIs what all?â
âWhy are you repeating everything I say?â
âBecause I donât believe youâre asking me these questions,â Ryan shot back.
Recessed porch lights came on automatically in the waning light, flooding the space with beams of gold. It provided enough illumination for Sheldon to see a quivering muscle in Ryanâs jaw.
âHow did you look at her?â
Ryan struggled to contain his temper. âHow does my looking at her have to do with anything?â
âLast night you looked at her as if she were dessert.â He held up a hand when Ryan opened his mouth to refute his accusation. âYou need to be gentle with her, son,â Sheldon continued. There was a wistful quality to his voice.
Ryan decided to ignore his fatherâs assessment of his reaction to Kelly as he stared at Sheldon, seeing what he unsuccessfully tried to concealâpain. The last time he had seen pain in his fatherâs eyes was the day Sheldon had buried his wife and the mother of his two sons.
âWhat happened to her, Pop?â he asked softly.
There was a noticeable pause and emerging nocturnal sounds were magnified in the silence. Sheldon sighed audibly. âShe lost her husband a couple of years ago in a hit-and-run accident.â
Ryanâs eyes widened. He had no idea she was carrying that much emotional baggage. âHow old is she?â
âThirty.â
A mysterious smile lifted the corners of Ryanâs mouth when he recalled asking Kelly how old she was. He still thought she looked much younger than her age.
Sheldon glanced down at the small child sleeping on his lap. There were three generations of Blackstone men sitting on the porch and not one woman.
âHave you thought about remarrying and giving Sean a mother?â
âNo more than you have when it came to giving Jeremy and me one.â
Sheldon shook his head, smiling. âTouché, son.â
âYouâve been widowed for twenty years, Pop. Donât you think itâs time to let go?â
âI could say the same to you.â
âNo, you canât. Mom died. Thatâs very different from dissolving a marriage.â
âDo you ever think of remarrying?â
Ryanâs eyes darkened until they appeared near black. âYes and no. Yes, because I miss being part of an intact family unit, and no, because I have to think about Sean.â
âAre you really thinking of him, Ryan? Both ofyou need a woman in your lives. How else will he learn to respect a woman if not from his father?â
âIâm thinking only of him, Pop.â
âThe boy needs a mother, Ryan.â
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