hesitated before responding. Sheâd known Maggie since theyâd made mud pies together in pre-school. Of all the girls at their fancy private school, theyâd been the only two who hadnât been afraid to get their pretty little school dresses dirty. Theyâd become best friends growing up together, sharing confidences, talking about boys and sex, hopes and dreams.
Maggie was the first one Dinah had told when sheâd decided to defy parental expectations by going after a job as a foreign correspondent rather than marrying well. Maybe it was only fitting that she be the first one Dinah told that she was quitting her dream job.
âActually, Iâm about eighty percent sure Iâm here to stay,â Dinah said quietly. Despite the fact that sheâd said the words to herself before leaving Afghanistan, she hadnât entirely believed them. Now that she was home she knew the chances of her returning to her network career were decreasing daily. She wasnât getting any happier about it, just more resigned to the fact that Ray Mitchell had been right. If she could sit around for an entire afternoon sipping sweet tea without getting antsy and bored, then she couldnât ignore the probability that she had lost the hunger, drive and insight required of a top-notch reporter. Maybe quitting had been the smart thing to do, after all. Maybe it hadnât been the colossal mistake sheâd assumed it was the minute the words had left her mouth.
Maggie let out an exuberant whoop not unlike Maybelleâs, then sobered at once. âWhy?â she demanded, her gaze raking over Dinah. âYou didnât go and get yourself shot or something, did you? Not after that close call you had a few months back. That must have been awful, by the way. I told your mama to give you my love.â
âShe did,â Dinah confirmed. âAnd no, nothingâs happened since then.â
âThen youâre not recuperating? You didnât catch some fatal disease?â
âNo, I wasnât shot and Iâm not sick,â Dinah said. Her soul had broken and it couldnât be mended in any hospital or even by a long rest at home. âIâm just tired.â
âWell, why on earth wouldnât you be? Sometimeswhen I see you on the air and realize where you are and what youâve seen, my heart just aches for you. Your mama and daddy must be over the moon knowing youâre safe and back for good.â
âActually I havenât told them yet. Youâre the only one who knows. Well, besides Maybelle, and Iâve sworn her to secrecy. Iâm asking you to keep this quiet, too. Iâm not ready to explain it to anyone.â She gave Maggie a pointed look. âNot even you, okay?â
âNo, it most definitely is not okay,â Maggie said. âWhat is wrong with you? Whatâs to explain? Tell them, Di. Theyâll be ecstatic.â She regarded Dinah with concern. âIf itâs something you canât tell your parents, surely you can tell me. You know Iâll be discreet. I never told a living soul that you spent the night with Bobby after prom, instead of with me, did I? I wonât say a word about whatever you tell me now.â
âI know you wouldnât, but my mindâs still reeling. I need to work this out before I talk about it. As for my parents being ecstatic, Iâm not so sure about that,â Dinah said. âItâs true that they werenât that happy when I left. Mother thinks anything outside South Carolinaâs borders is Satanâs turf, but theyâve come to enjoy bragging about their little girl being a foreign correspondent. I think theyâre going to be disappointed that Iâm giving it up.â
âDonât you believe that for one single second,â Maggie scoffed. âI canât tell you how often your mama has said how much she misses you and wishes youâd come back here and