if she’d like to take over the books on top of keeping house. We moved out there and lived over the cookhouse. She kept the men fed along with everything else.”
“That sounds like it was a good situation.” She was reading his tone as much as his words. “What made you leave?”
“Charlie died. The ranch went to his nephew in Florida and he sold everything off then put the property on the market. That put us out of work and our home so I got Mom settled near her sister-in-law and took a job on the oilrigs. I was twenty, trying to pay for school. The money was green.”
“So seductively green,” she agreed dolefully, having been tempted herself by the bigger paychecks far from home along with everything else the city had offered. “Is your mom still near Lewiston?” He hadn’t mentioned her when she had asked about his family.
“She passed away a few years ago.”
“I’m sorry.”
“Me, too. Typical dumbass kid, I figured I had plenty of time to spend with her after I’d ticked off all my career goals. You’d think I’d have learned after losing Dad that parents aren’t immortal.” His voice was heavy with self-recrimination.
“I was in Chicago when my mom passed. I still hate myself for not being here, even though I couldn’t have known it would happen,” she admitted, still experiencing a pang even this many years later.
“It’s just you and your brother?” He slowed for the turn into her driveway then halted with just the nose of his truck off the road.
“And Ethan. He’s sixteen and been with us half-time since he was a baby, um—Is there a problem?” she asked as he put the truck into park.
“No, I just want to ask you something.”
“Oh, come in for coffee,” she invited breezily, waving in the direction of the house that was too far down the drive to see from here. “Meet Blake and Ethan and we can talk—Oh my God. You want me to come to your place, don’t you?” She would have laughed aloud at herself if she didn’t want to cringe in embarrassment. She covered cheeks that felt sunburned, hot and tender, even through her gloves.
“I was just going to say the invitation to see the place is still open.” She could hear the mirth leavening his smooth, sexy voice. “I might even have a bottle of red wine, if you prefer that over a cup of coffee. But after what we’ve been talking about, I understand if you don’t want to go home with someone you don’t know very well.”
“When I said I was taking precautions, I was serious. I haven’t had a social life for weeks. No impulse shopping or popping out for an errand. I use the treadmill in the gym in my building instead of running outside. It’s stifling and the walls will close in again when I get back. Honestly, the idea of being able to spend an hour with—” She cleared her throat, skin feeling tight. She tried to sound flippant, but it came out husky, “a neighbor— ”
He snorted at the descriptor.
“I’m just saying, I really am tempted. It would be nice to feel normal again. I always feel so much better when I’m home,” she added, accosted by a poignant feeling. She wasn’t ready to leave this time and she suspected this man was the reason.
He shifted to face her, leaning his wrist on her seatback so he edged into her space. “C’mere,” he invited.
“What.” A grin tugged at her mouth, but wicked, sexual reactions took her at the same time. Her nipples prickled and her breathing changed. “You want to kiss me?” She wanted him to. Rather badly.
“I do.”
“Is it a test?” She turned her head, aware of how close he was, how he smelled faintly of aftershave and clean Montana air.
“Little bit,” he murmured.
“Gonna leave me here if I don’t pass?” she challenged, trying to sound urbane when she actually felt girlish and shy.
His fingertips played gently against the ends of her hair, coaxing her to lean a fraction closer toward him. “I’m the one making the pass,
Alexis Abbott, Alex Abbott