Jane said. Her voice caught. She realized she was talking about Sarah as if she were still alive. But Sarah had drowned on a ship to London. Her best friend was dead.
Jason reached out and clutched her hand. After a moment, Jane was able to go on.
âSarah was like me,â Jane continued. âShe never liked to be told what to do.â
âThat is certainly true,â Jason agreed.
Jason had once courted Sarah Burns. But they were both so stubborn that the match had not lasted a week. It had ended with a horrible screaming argument, and they had not spoken again since.
âYou remember when Sarahâs grandmother arranged a marriage for Sarah?â Jane continued.
âYes. She wanted Sarah to settle down,â Jason said.
âYes. Well, you can imagine how furious Sarah was. To be told whom she was to marry. She was livid,â Jane told him.
âI am sure.â Jason twirled the tip of his mustache.
The familiar gesture brought tears to Janeâs eyes. âOh, Jason, I have missed you so. More than I even knew, if that makes any sense.â
âI think I understand,â he responded. âBut please go on. You must tell me everything.â
âWell â¦â Jane pulled up a tuft of grass and let the green blades fall from her fingers. âI was about to leave on my trip to London with my chaperone.â
âMrs. Manderlay,â Jason added.
âYes. In any case, the whole thing was my idea. I was going to London to find a husband. Sarah had already found one. Only she didnât want him. It just seemed to make so much sense.â
âWhat did?â Jason asked, sounding confused.
âYou see, I was terribly envious of Sarah. Because she was about to start a marriage. What an adventure! When I confessed my jealousy, it only made Sarah laugh, of course. Sarah was envious of me because I had the opportunity to travel. She hated the idea of marrying Thomas.â
Jane glanced over at Jason, then stared down at the ground. âSo one night I suggested we simply switch places.â
âBut how could you ever expect to pull off such a scheme?â Jason demanded.
âBut we did pull it off,â Jane said proudly. âYou see, it was all so perfect. Sarahâs grandmother, Althea, was too old to make the trip to Shadyside for the wedding. I barely survived the trip myself. Four days in the ladiesâ coach of a train is enough to kill anyone.â
âThe menâs cars are not much better, I assure you,â Jason grumbled.
âDear Jason,â she said.
âContinue!â he ordered.
âWell, thatâs about it. No one in Shadyside had laid eyes on Sarah Burns before. How would they know if I was Sarah or not?â
âBut your life back in New York, your friendsââ
âThe only person I would miss was Jane. But I would have been separated from her in any case. And you. Of course, I knew I would miss you, too.â
âYouâre a liar, but a sweet one. But wait a minute. What about Mrs. Manderlay? Surely she wasnât so old that she couldnât tell the difference between you and Sarah?â
âOf course not. But Sarah sent Mrs. Manderlay a message telling her the boat was sailing a week later than it really was,â Jane explained.
Jason shook his head. âI am amazed. I am simply amazed.â
âIt wasnât an easy stunt,â Jane admitted. âThe whole trip here I had to tell myself over and over that I was Sarah. Sarah Burns. Sarah Burns.â
âAstounding,â Jason said. âYou havenât changed. Youâre the same as you were when you were seven. I remember when you came to live with me and Mother. You broke every rule.â
âItâs true. Your mother probably began to regret taking me in after my mother died,â Jane answered.
âMaybe once in a while,â Jason admitted. âBut I loved having a younger sister.â
Jane