cap cushion. In the mirror he could see that no terrible row had broken out and that the two pals had resumed their drunk-loud banter. In this murky light, he observed, his silhouette was indistinct, one strand in the vast fabric of the crowd.
Ordering a glass of beer, he wondered what gremlin had whispered in his ear to convince him that a drink in a basement filled with men would be a pleasant way to pass the evening. Alberta told him now and again, âGo out and make yourself some friends, itâll do you a world of good,â and whenever he went to one of the Bendâs watering holes, he returned home in a sour mood, vowing to never again heed Albertaâs sibylline advice. She had no idea. The menâs easy talkâof sport, work, weatherâeluded him. Nor did its slow-witted nods of agreement and platitudinous conclusions truly interest him. Time and again, he concluded that for him such superficial fraternity could serve no valuable purpose. Watching the bartender speedily towel dry a tray of beer steins, Winston calculated that one glass would not take long to finish.
âHello, sailor. Are you new to port?â The man on the neighbouring stool leaned toward Winston like a straw-stuffed scarecrow. He smelled bracing if sweet from aftershave.
âIâm from the Valley.â Winston remained wary and impassive, catching the manâs muted reflection. He hadnât anticipated conversation.
âSurely you have a name?â
âWilson.â
âRichard Williamson. But if youâre so inclined, call me Dickie like everyone else.â The man swiveled to shake Winstonâs hand. He smiled: âThatâs quite a fetching get-up, Mr. Wilson. Is that what theyâre wearing out in the Valley these days?â
Winston thought to upbraid the stranger for his cheeky innuendo. Turning to address him, he saw a newborn bird for an instant, a hatchling cheeping with hunger, fear, and panic, its eyes blind though calculating. He studied the translucent expanse of Dickieâs forehead and noticed shadowy veins. The man appeared delicate and vulnerable, someone with a skull that could be as easily crushed as an egg. Yet Dickie acted any way but frail. Heâd have a peacock strut, Winston was sure of it. The uniform sombre suits of the tavern-goers stood in sharp contrast to Dickieâs camel coat and radiant silk tie. The man kept his hairâcorn silk pale, fine, and thinningâslick with pomade and combed straight back. His eyebrows had been thinned into graceful arches. The man was strange but harmless. Trying to place him, Winston decided that Dickie was dapper, like a preening and silly though possibly malevolent English aristocrat in a Waugh novel, a creature with station and refinement, if no money. Heâd have quite the collection of stories, Winston guessed, and not one about sports or weather.
The conversation between the two men progressed with a sporadic rhythm. Dickie asked elaborate questions laced in suggestion. Winston offered terse answers, occasionally wondering with mild alarm whether Dickie was some kind of con man who planned to bilk him. He pictured his wallet and smiled at the minute pay-off it would give to any misguided swindler. When silence loomed Dickie grabbed for fresh topicsâhis favourite cocktail, the criminal past of the burly waiter carrying the beer tray, his fondness for sunny Doris Day. He apologized for being chatty and yet made no obvious effort to stop. From time to time Winston thought about saying he was tired and needed to return to his hotel room. The manâs determination won him over.
âAre you a friend of the Queen?â
âAm I a monarchist?â
âNo, thatâs not exactly what I mean.â
There were moments when Winston was reminded of the podiatrist with the jokes in his voice. The nervous manâs puzzling speech ran in different directions, making one declaration while insinuating