walk with Nugent. He doesnât say much, like his mind is somewhere else.
âHow is Scout?â I ask. âDid the vet agree with Gran?â
Mr. Carlson nods. âYep. The swelling of his paw has already gone down a bit. Heâs fine.â
âThatâs good,â I say.
âUm-hmm,â he replies.
What do I say now? I canât just leave. That would be rude. I think about it for a minute.
âWhat did you mean yesterday when you said that you and Scout got lost?â
âOh, that.â Mr. Carlson gives a little laugh. âIt would have been funny if it wasnât so awful. I didnât think I would have any trouble finding my way around the school. I taught there, sighted, for ten years.â
âAnd? â
âAnd I couldnât find the upstairs conference room. Talk about embarrassing! I felt like an idiot.â
I donât say anything.
Mr. Carlson continues. âAnd then the way I stepped on Scoutâs paw and hurt him... well, it wasnât a very good way to end the first day of school. Coming back here,â he waves his arm to show the campus of the guide-dog school, âmakes me realize how much Iâm doing wrong.
I lean forward and put my elbows on my knees. He sounds serious. Scout turns around to look. I bet he can hear the defeated tone in his companionâs voice. I wish I could pet him and tell him it will be all right.
âIt canât be that bad,â I say.
âYou donât know the half of it,â he says. âIâm too busy for Scoutâs obedience lessons. He was upset when we got lost. He thought it was his fault, but it was mine. I wonder... â
âWonder what?â
He takes a deep breath. âI wonder if I should have waited a yearâgotten into the swing of teaching, then applied for a guide dog.â He pauses and smooths his beard. âI wonder if I should give him back.â
âYou canât!â I exclaim. âYou canât give up! I know about dogs, Mr. Carlson. Scout is amazing. Heâs like a genius dog, I swear. He wants to work with you. You just need more time together.â
âThatâs what they all say.â
âI know you think Iâm just a kid, but I really do know dogs. You just have to ... â
I stop. Who am I to tell a teacher what to do?
âNo, go on,â he says. âWhat were you going to say?â
Gulp. Go ahead, MacKenzie.
âFirst, you have to tell Scout when he does a good job. Praise him. If you donât, he thinks he messed up. Itâs like if you gave us a test, then never told us what our grades were. That wouldnât teach us very much, would it?â
Mr. Carlson feels along the bench until he finds Scoutâs long leash. He holds it loosely in his hands. âI hadnât thought about it like that before.â
Scout sits up.
âPet him. Give him a hug,â I suggest. âHe knows something is bothering you. He wants to help. He wants to make you happy and proud.â
Mr. Carlson gingerly puts his hand out. Scout leans into it. Mr. Carlson pats his dog once, then puts his hand on the bench.
âYouâre being very helpful, Maggie, but I donât think youâre old enough to understand how complicated this is. I want the best for Scout. Thatâs why I think that maybe he should go to someone else. Iâm not ready for him.â
The stubborn part of me flares up. âYouâre going to quit?â I ask angrily. âDonât you believe in that stuff that teachers always tell kids: âTry your best,â âYou can do it,â âDonât give upâ? Is it all a lie?â
Scout looks at me anxiously, his tail turned in, his head lowered but in a submissive posture.
âSorry, Scout,â I apologize. âIâm not mad at you. Mr. Carlson, you have to give yourself a chance. Working with Scout, obedience training, learning to love and respect