the leaves up near her house turned pretty
colors. Her dyed black hair was up tonight in a smooth chignon,
and she was wearing an understated little black dress that made
her look like a sophisticated matron and not an artist who had
raised Brian with a tiny income and lots of self-reliance. It didn‟t
matter—she still smelled a little like pine and a little like paint, and
her blue eyes were all teary and her hug held nothing back. Her
boyfriend Craig—a big, bulky man with gray curly hair and a
mustache who said less than Brian in any given social situation—
kept squeezing her shoulder like he was trying to support her.
“Isn‟t it amazing?” Lyndie said excitedly, taking Talker‟s arm.
“Oh my God—do you realize I‟ve never had a show this big? I‟m so
thrilled for him! This is like… I mean, when he was a kid I gave him
everything, paint, papier maché, models, crayons—nothing took. I
even gave him modeling clay, and he just played with it, enjoying
the texture—but whenever I looked to see what he‟d made, he had
already squashed it and was kneading the clay again. It was
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like….” Her voice trailed off, and she stopped and caught Doc
Sutherland‟s eye.
Tate looked up long enough to see him grimace. “He didn‟t
want you to see,” Doc said, and Talker was a loss.
“Why wouldn‟t he want anyone to see?”
Lyndie cocked her head, pursing her lips like she was keeping
something bittersweet behind them. “You‟d know best, sweetheart.
Has he ever had a voice?”
They were coming up on a sculpture, and Talker paused to
look at it. He‟d seen it before—it started out as a building with a
sound foundation but flawed walls. The glazes on the bottom were
intentionally rough, cracked, awkward brown and pebbly. Each wall,
though lengthened, became sound, more graceful, until the top of
the building was nothing but spires and arches, as graceful as
Asgard or Rivendell, lovely and pure beyond belief. (Brian had spun
the spires on the potting wheel, Tate knew, because he‟d wanted
the absolute symmetry.)
“He has one now,” Tate said quietly, and Lyndie looked at the
sculpture and gave a little hiccup. Craig‟s arms came up around her
shoulders, and the big man bent his bulky body over Lyndie‟s tiny
one in a gesture that was as tender as it seemed unlikely.
“It‟s beautiful, Lyndie,” Craig said softly. “If that‟s his soul, you
did good, you know?”
Tate was about to agree, when he felt a hand on his arm. He
looked up and almost elbowed Mark Skeezenbacher in the chest.
He held back at the last minute, but his initial reaction—hostility and
disgust—wasn‟t going anywhere.
Skeezypervenbacher knew it too. “Hey, can we talk for a
minute?”
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“I‟m here with Brian‟s family,” Tate said defensively, and
Skeezenbacher frowned a little at the motley assortment of people
there.
“He hasn‟t introduced us,” Mark said, and even Talker heard
the tiny bit of hurt and bitterness there. He felt petty—but still
justified—for not carrying out introductions himself.
“What did you want?” Tate‟s voice was cold—but then, so was
his stomach—and the older man grimaced.
“Look, can we go somewhere?”
Talker looked back behind his shoulder to Lyndie and the
others. He‟d told Doc Sutherland about Skeezenbacher‟s unsubtle
lust for Brian, and the narrow look the kindly, gray-bearded doctor
gave Brian‟s boss/mentor warmed his heart. Doc Sutherland was in
his corner.
“We‟re just gonna walk to the next sculpture,” Tate said, trying
to keep his discomfort out of his voice. “I haven‟t seen it yet—Brian
really wants me to.”
“You haven‟t seen it yet?” Mark‟s voice was more than bitter—
it was downright hurt.
“No. I‟m guessing you have?”
“Yes, Tate Walker, Brian‟s inspiration, muse, and life, I have
seen this