customers as well. You didnât have to be poor to need the occasional taste of vicarious potency. Nobody paid us any particular notice. Weâd come in just as the fighters were being presented.
âWeighing two-five-oh, in black trunks with a red stripe,â the ref was bawling, âtha gang-bang gangs ta, tha bare-knuckle brawla , tha man with thaââ
Courtney and I went up a scummy set of back stairs. Bodyguard-us-bodyguard, as if we were a combat patrol out of some twentieth-century jungle war. A scrawny, potbellied old geezer with a damp cigar in his mouth unlocked the door to our box. Sticky floor, bad seats, a good view down on the ring. Grey plastic matting, billowing smoke.
Koestler was there, in a shiny new hologram shell. It reminded me of those plaster Madonnas in painted bathtubs that Catholics set out in their yards. âYour permanent box?â I asked.
âAll of this is for your sake, Donaldâyou and a few others. Weâre pitting our product one-on-one against some of the local talent. By arrangement with the management. What youâre going to see will settle your doubts once and for all.â
âYouâll like this,â Courtney said. âIâve been here five nights straight. Counting tonight.â The bell rang, starting the fight. She leaned forward avidly, hooking her elbows on the railing.
The zombie was grey-skinned and modestly muscled, for a fighter. But it held up its hands alertly, was light on its feet, and had strangely calm and knowing eyes.
Its opponent was a real bruiser, a big black guy with classic African features twisted slightly out of true so that his mouth curled up in a kind of sneer on one side. He had gang scars on his chest and even uglier marks on his back that didnât look deliberate but like something heâd earned on the streets. His eyes burned with an intensity just this side of madness.
He came forward cautiously but not fearfully, and made a couple of quick jabs to get the measure of his opponent. They were blocked and countered.
They circled each other, looking for an opening.
For a minute or so, nothing much happened. Then the gangster feinted at the zombieâs head, drawing up its guard. He drove through that opening with a slam to the zombieâs nuts that made me wince.
No reaction.
The dead fighter responded with a flurry of punches, and got in a glancing blow to its opponentâs cheek. They separated, engaged, circled around.
Then the big guy exploded in a combination of killer blows, connecting so solidly it seemed they would splinter every rib in the dead fighterâs body. It brought the crowd to their feet, roaring their approval.
The zombie didnât even stagger.
A strange look came into the gangsterâs eyes, then, as the zombie counterattacked, driving him back into the ropes. I could only imagine what it must be like for a man who had always lived by his strength and his ability to absorb punishment to realize that he was facing an opponent to whom pain meant nothing. Fights were lost and won by flinches and hesitations. You won by keeping your head. You lost by getting rattled.
Despite his best blows, the zombie stayed methodical, serene, calm, relentless. That was its nature.
It must have been devastating.
The fight went on and on. It was a strange and alienating experience for me. After a while I couldnât stay focused on it. My thoughts kept slipping into a zone where I found myself studying the line of Courtneyâs jaw, thinking about later tonight. She liked her sex just a little bit sick. There was always a feeling, fucking her, that there was something truly repulsive that she really wanted to do but lacked the courage to bring up on her own.
So there was always this urge to get her to do something she didnât like. She was resistant; I never dared try more than one new thing per date. But I could always talk her into that one thing. Because when she
A. A. Fair (Erle Stanley Gardner)