the guards.â
âNo, you wonât,â he said, his lip curling, though his eyes darted to the door. âYouâd have to explain why you were talking to me. Iâll swear to Gyotia that youâve been helping us.â
âNo one will believe that.â
âDoesnât matter. Itâd still be the end of your cozy life in the palace. Do you think the king doubts youâd betray him? Youâre Arnath, whether you like it or not.â
I gritted my teeth. âI know what I am.â
He leaned right into my face. I backed up until my hip banged painfully into the dressing table. âSo you donât care about anyone but yourself. You donât mind if Arnath children are worked todeath or Arnath women are raped by their masters or Arnath men die in the quarries, as long as youâre comfortable in the palace. You donât care if the rest of your people die in ignorance. And you, born on the Nath Tarin.â He shook his head. âThe Learned Ones would be ashamed.â
His words hit me like a slap across the face. Was he right? Would my father be ashamed if he saw me today? But my parents had sacrificed so much to keep me safe.
I planted my palms on his chest and pushed with all my might. He crashed backward onto the floor.
I forced myself to breathe normally, trying to regain control.
Someone knocked sharply on the door; we both froze. âJonis?â said a voice.
âWhat is it?â said the young man quickly, planting himself behind the door as if ready to leap at anyone coming through.
The door cracked open and Kiti poked his head in. âRaleâs on his last speech. Youâd better get out of here.â Kiti shot a shy smile at me. âShinings, Raisa.â
âShinings, Kiti,â I responded automatically, my mind reeling. Was Kiti helping the Resistance? Of course the other manâJonis, Kiti had called himâcouldnât have gotten past the guards without help.
Jonis nodded at Kiti, who withdrew his head and shut the door. Jonis grabbed my arm. I flinched. âYou think the knowledge you have is a gift,â he said. âBut you wear shackles too, even if theyâre silk instead of iron.â
He took my hand and traced something into it. As if his finger were a quill, I almost saw the symbol written there, a circlewith two lines flying up on either side. Freedom . âWe havenât forgotten what it means,â he said in a low voice. âA messenger will come to you, and will say these words: âThe rains are coming off the ocean.â If you will help us, answer, âYes, from the islands.â If not . . . the gods help you.â
He went to the door and knocked. When two knocks came from the other side, he dashed out. I caught a glimpse of Kitiâs face before the door swung shut.
I grabbed my gown and slipped behind the changing screen in a daze. I could not afford to dwell on what had just happened or give any indication that anything strange had gone on.
The Gamo sisters spilled into the room as I was sitting down to brush my hair. Soraya dropped a condescending glance at me as she passed. âWell played, Tutor,â she said, her tone balanced between respectful and sarcastic. I met her eyes in the mirror, pretending I had only heard the former.
âAnd you,â I said, which was two words more than Iâd ever said to her before. It was true; sheâd played Lila, goddess of war, with haughty poise.
Caught off guard by my response, Soraya seized her gown and disappeared behind the screen. She clearly hated sharing a dressing room with an Arnath; Rale wasnât the only Qilarite who had a problem with the privileges granted to Tutors.
Alshara hurried away to change, but Aliana hesitantly returned my smile. I wanted to tell Aliana that sheâd done well as Lanea, but for some reason I didnât want her sisters to overhear.
âDid you see the way Annis leered at me?â
Caroline Self, Susan Self