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“My brother would say I’m being anal. And please. Call me Dan.”
    I smiled in return. “I wouldn’t. Planning a funeral can be stressful and exhausting. The more you take care of beforehand the more time you have to devote to your own needs when you’re dealing with a loss.”
    Dan’s smile quirked higher on one side. “Do you have a lot of people preplanning funerals?”
    “You’d be surprised.” I gestured at my wall of file cabinets. “Lots of my clients have planned at least something, even if it’s just the type of religious service.”
    “Ah.” He looked past me at the row of file cabinets, then met my eyes again. The intensity of his stare would have been disconcerting if his smile wasn’t so nice. “Do you handle a lot of Jewish funerals, Ms. Frawley?”
    “You can call me Grace. A few. But we certainly can accommodate your service. I know Rabbi Levine from the Lebanon synagogue quite well.”
    “And the chevra kadisha? ” He eyed me, his mouth stumbling a bit on words he’d probably never had to say before.
    I knew what the chevra kadisha did, though I’d never been present while they prepared the bodies for burial according to Jewish custom. Traditionally, Jews weren’t embalmed, nor laid to rest in anything but the simplest of pine coffins.
    “We don’t have many Jewish services,” I admitted. “Most of the local congregation goes to Rohrbach’s.”
    Dan shrugged. “I don’t like that guy.”
    I didn’t much like him, either, but wouldn’t have ever admitted it. “I’m sure we’ll be able to provide your family with whatever they need.”
    He looked at the folder in his hands, his smile fading. Funny, though, how it left its imprint on his face, which I no longer would ever have considered plain. His fingers tightened on the blue paper, but it wouldn’t crease.
    “Yeah,” he said. “I’m sure you can.”
    His hand, when he offered it, was warm and the shake firm. I stood as he did, and walked him to the door.
    “Is it hard?” he asked, turning. “Dealing with so much sorrow all the time?”
    It wasn’t a question I’d never been asked, and I answered it the way I always did. “No.
    Death is a part of life, and I’m glad to be able to help people deal with it.”
    “It doesn’t get depressing?”
    I studied him. “No. It’s sad, sometimes, but that’s not the same thing, is it?”
    “No. I guess not.” Another smile tweaked his mouth and made him handsome again.
    It invited me to smile, too. “Call me if you need anything. I’ll be happy to talk to you and your family about how to take care of your father.”
    He nodded. “Thanks.”

    I closed the door behind him and went back to my desk. The unmarked pad of paper, the still-capped pen. I had paperwork to fill out and phone calls to return, but I simply sat for a moment.
    There’s a fine line between sympathy and empathy. This was my work. I dealt with grief, and this job might also be my life, but it wasn’t also my grief.
    The e-mail from Mrs. Smith had an innocuous subject line. “Account information.” It could have said “Information about your fuck buddies,” and it wouldn’t have mattered. I had correspondence from Mrs. Smith and her gentlemen sent to a private e-mail address I accessed only from my laptop.
    My account information showed a credit. Normally, missing the appointment wouldn’t have meant anything. Clients paid whether or not they showed. There were no refunds, unless the escort had to cancel. But Jack hadn’t canceled. He’d been unable to find me. I’d figured that three hundred bucks to be lost.
    Mrs. Smith didn’t seem to agree. Her polite tone and careful phrases were always the same. I pictured Judi Dench in red lipstick every time I read one of Mrs. Smith’s messages. This time, she was offering to reschedule the “missed appointment” at my convenience.
    I looked around my dark apartment. The only light came from my laptop screen, balanced now on my lap as I curled