to dry later. He picked up the plate and examined it. There were a few crumbs on the side and a trace of condensation from where the heat of the toast had clashed with the coldness of the porcelain. He looked at the knife. It was almost clean. He gave it a sniff. It didnât smell of butter and there wasnât a trace of jam on it. If sheâd used any, it would have left a bit behind.
Sheâd saved it all for him.
Alfie filled the kettle, put it on the range, threw a few sticks on top of the still-red embers inside, and waited for the whistle before making himself a cup of tea. He always felt like a grown-up waiting for the leaves to brew. He didnât much like the taste of it, but it made him feel important to sit at the table in the morning with a steaming mug and a slice of toast before him, the newspaper propped up against the milk jug. It was how Georgie had always done things. Before he went away.
Charlie Slipton from number twenty-one didnât deliver the papers anymore. Heâd left for the war in 1917 and been killed a few months later. Alfie had written the name of the place where he died in his notebook but still couldnât pronounce it correctly. Passchendaele. Now the papers were delivered by Charlieâs youngest brother, Jack, who had just turned ten and never spoke to anyone. Alfie had tried to make friends with him but eventually gave up when it became clear that he preferred to be left alone.
Looking at the newspaper now made him think of that horrible day a year ago when theyâd heard about Charlieâs death. It was a Sunday morning, so both he and Margie had been at home when there was a knock at the door. Margie, who had been baking bread, looked up in surprise, running the back of her hand against her forehead and leaving a white streak of flour behind. They didnât have many callers. Granny Summerfield had her own key and usually came straight in without so much as a by-your-leave. Old Bill next door always did a sort of rat-a-tat-tat on the woodwork so theyâd know it was him. And of course Mr. Janá Ä ek and Kalena had been taken away to the Isle of Man. Alfie didnât like to think about what had happened to them there.
âWho do you think that is?â asked Margie, rinsing her hands in the sink before walking into the hallway and standing before the door for a moment as if she might be able to see straight through to the other side. Alfie followed her, and after a moment she stepped forward, reached for the latch, and opened it.
There were two men standing outside, both wearing military uniforms. One was quite old, with a gray mustache, a pair of spectacles, and dark-blue eyes. He wore a very fine pair of leather gloves, which he was in the process of removing when the door was opened. The other man was much younger and had cut himself shaving that morning; Alfie could see a bead of blood clotted on his cheek. He had bright-red hair that stuck out at all angles and looked as if it would put up a good fight against any brush that tried to tame it. Alfie stared at him in wonder. Heâd never seen hair that red before, not even on his teacher Mr. Carstairs, who everybody called âGingerâ although his hair was really more like a burned orange.
âDonât,â said Margie, holding on to the front door as she stared at the two men, her hand clutching the frame tightly. Alfie saw how white her knuckles became as she gripped it. âDonât,â she repeated, much louder this time, and Alfie frowned, wondering what she could possibly mean by this single word.
âMrs. Slipton?â said the older man, the one with the mustache, as the redhead stood to his full height and looked over Margieâs shoulder to lock eyes with Alfie. His expression turned to one of sorrow when he saw the boy, and he bit his lip and looked away.
âWhat?â asked Margie, her voice rising in surprise at being addressed by the wrong