death row, I was waiting for this moment.â He surveyed the crowd as his voice grew louder, more insistent. âI am not a stupid man. I wasnât stupid back then, and Iâm not stupid now. I made some mistakes, and those mistakes cost me the support of my friends and Âpeople who had known me my whole life. I didnât understand back then, but I understand now.â
A new restlessness came over some of the locals in the crowd. An angry man, his fists clenched at his side, stood near Cancini. Others were losing patience with the speech. Still others listened, eyes and mouths round.
âI guess I deserved it. I was a jerk. Maybe I made it easy to believe I was guilty.â Spradlin hung his head, his voice breaking on the last words. Several moments went by before he spoke again. âThe hardest part, and my biggest regret, is that my mother is not here to see my exoneration, to hear the truth from those who condemned me.â He sighed deeply. âShe deserved better than she got from this town after I was sent away, but for reasons I didnât understand at the time, she refused to leave. She loved this town so much.â
Cancini had met Spradlinâs mother only a Âcouple of times. He remembered her as a lady with a raspy voice and prematurely gray hair, deep lines creasing the corners of her eyes and mouth. The investigation and the trial had nearly done her in. Sheâd lost her job. Sheâd lost everything. Cancini never understood why sheâd stayed in Little Springs despite being ostracized, unemployed, and alone.
âNot long before she died, my mom came to see me. She told me she knew I was going to get out and that I would be free someday. She gave me new hope, never losing faith in my innocence. She told me that when that day came, when I walked out of prison, I must return to Little Springs. So, here I am. Like her, I wonât run away. God rest her soul, she told me to hold my head high.â He paused, bracing both sides of the podium. âShe was right. I am free, and I will not run away. This is my home, and you are forgiven.â
He spun on his heel and walked to the row of cars, the uniformed police scrambling into position. He halted in front of the press box, the cameras clicking furiously, and then he was gone, ducking into a car and speeding off before the crowd could figure out what had happened.
Canciniâs eyes followed the dark sedan until it turned the corner and disappeared from view. The knot between his shoulders hardened, a sign that a full-Âblown tension headache was setting in. His head throbbed, and the pain began its inevitable movement up from the base of his skull. He needed to lie down in a cold, dark room. Around him, the anger that had defined the crowd earlier simmered again, voices raised in indignation. He ducked his head, moving away from the corner and the crowd, escaping before tempers flared and erupted.
Soon he was stretched out on his bed, an ice pack from the hotel kitchen plastered on his forehead and another propped under his neck. He lay still, his mind preoccupied with Spradlinâs speech. He had to give the guy credit. It took balls to show up and stand before a crowd whoâd surely stone you if they could, and remain so calm and cool. Then again, Spradlin had always been a cool customer. When theyâd first started looking at him for the rapes and murders, heâd seemed unperturbed, amused even. A cocky young man, Leo Spradlin had carried himself with a brash confidence, a combination of youthful ego and innate arrogance. He was tall and handsome with thick, wavy hair, but it was his charisma, an uncommon magnetism, that seemed to draw in both men and women. Naturally athletic, he was the type of guy who might lead a varsity football team or win the title of prom kingâÂor would have if heâd cared. But he hadnât. In fact, Spradlin hadnât seemed to care about much of anything.