cast off. Though they were supposed to be chaperoned and guarded, the children were already running wild before the coast of England had disappeared behind them. The adult guardians set about meeting those who would be their travelling companions over the next month and a half, while the children quickly formed themselves into gangs.
The biggest gang was led by a twelve-year-old name Mavis, who quickly instituted a reign of terror on the smaller gangs and weaker children. Mavis had excellent manners combined with rat-cunning, and her âyes sirâs, âno maâamâs and simpering, wide-eyed smiles helped to quickly ingratiate the girl with the grown-ups. She was appointed the de facto den mother to the whole group, which freed up the adults to entertain themselves and gave her even more power over the other children.
They were three days from the equator when it happened. It was hot now, hotter than any summer in England and the children and adults were wearing as little as they could get away with. The poorly ventilated cabins onboard the old ship were like ovens, night and day. At night the passengers slept out on deck or in the lifeboats to escape the heat and spent their days in deckchairs in whatever shade could be found. While they complained and sweated and fanned themselves, the children ran wild and made the ship their own little jungle.
Mavis instituted games in secret areas of the ship where pornographic graffiti from the troopship days still covered hidden bulkheads. Her favourite game was Doctors and Nurses, the girls having to show what was hidden inside their droopy grey cotton underpants while the boys were taunted to lower theirs. Up till now the boy had managed to avoid these games. Perhaps it was his quietness and something in his eyes that made the others wary of him. But that wariness only made him a challenge to Mavis.
It happened on a Tuesday, just after ten in the morning. The sun was already blistering, the flaking white paint over the rusty metal of the ship almost too hot to touch. The adult passengers were sprawled in deckchairs or in the shade of the starboard side of the ship, sleeping off the stodgy breakfast or the overindulgence of the previous night. An attempt at lessons had been abandoned by the schoolteacher, who was more interested in pursuing her affair with the shipâs doctor. For once the children themselves were too exhausted by the heat to run riot, and lay about the ship, sleeping or reading, playing with dolls or with cap guns that had long run out of ammunition. The shipâs stewards had disappeared soon after breakfast and now there were no crew members to be found.
The boy was barefoot, wearing elastic-waisted shorts and a singÂlet. Initially the children had been forced to put on socks and sandals after the morning wash but that policy had soon been abandoned. He had raced up the scorching steel steps of the companionway to the cooler wooden decking on the next level and it was there that Mavis trapped him. She was barefoot too, wearing a short floral sundress with a matching ribbon in her hair. At twelve she was taller than him, though he was more solid, and under his once-white singlet his upper body was well muscled.
She had him backed into a corner. She didnât know or understand the word âhumiliationâ, though that was what she was looking for â that and tears.
âIâm not wearing any underpants,â she said. âDo you want to look?â She lifted up the front of her dress.
The boyâs eyes didnât leave hers.
âYou can stick your finger in it if you want. It smells funny.â
There was no response. She dropped the front of the dress. âI shoÂwed you mine, so that means you have to show me yours.â
The boy didnât move, didnât respond. If Mavis had been paying attention however she would have seen his hands tighten into fists.
âYou donât have to be shy,
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