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the house, pinch pennies, and help you with the chores all day?”
    “No.”
    “I’m bustin’ my hump, doin’ a job for this town, and you think I’m out there floggin’ my johnson all over the county.”
    She nodded in the appropriate places during the familiar lecture, and shook her head when it was called for.
    Cliff stood, strapped on his pistol belt, and came around the table. He hugged her around the shoulders, and she winced in pain. He kissed her on the head and said, “We’re gonna forget this. You tidy up a little more here and call Willie. I’ll be home about six. I feel like steak tonight. Check the beer in the fridge. Feed the dogs.” He added, “Wash my uniform.”
    He went to the back door, and, on his way out, said, “And don’t you ever call me at work again unless somebody’s dyin’.” He left.
    Annie stared across the kitchen at nothing in particular. Maybe, she thought, if she had let him get his gun out of his holster, she would have blown his head off. But maybe not, and maybe he would have shot her, which was okay, too. Maybe they’d hang him.
    The only thing she knew for certain was that Cliff forgot nothing and forgave nothing. She’d literally scared the pee out of him, and there’d be hell to pay. Not that she’d notice much difference.
    She stood and was surprised to find her legs were weak and there was a queasy feeling in her stomach. She went to the sink and opened the window. The sun was coming up, and a few storm clouds sailed away toward the east. Birds sang in the yard, and the hungry dogs were trying to get her attention with short, polite barks.
    Life, she thought, could be lovely. No, she said to herself, life
was
lovely. Life was beautiful. Cliff Baxter couldn’t make the sun stop rising or the birds stop singing, and he did not, could not, control her mind or her spirit. She hated him for dragging her down to his level, for making her contemplate murder or suicide.
    She thought again of Keith Landry. In her mind, Cliff Baxter was always the black knight, and Keith Landry was the white knight. This image worked as long as Keith was a disembodied ideal. Her worst nightmare would be to discover that Keith Landry in person was not the Keith Landry she’d created out of short and infrequent letters and long-ago memories.
    The returned letter, as well as the dream about Cliff, had been the catalyst for what just happened, she realized. She’d snapped. But now she felt better, and she promised herself that if Keith was alive, she’d find the means and the courage to see him, to speak to him, to see how much of him was her fantasy and how much of him was real.

CHAPTER FIVE
    T he drone of some sort of machinery began to register in Keith Landry’s mind, and he opened his eyes. A breeze billowed the white lace curtains, and sunlight seeped into the gray dawn.
    He could smell the rain-washed soil, the country air, a field of alfalfa somewhere. He lay awhile, his eyes darting around the room, his mind focusing. He’d had this recurring dream of waking up in his old room so often that actually waking up in his old room was eerie.
    He sat up, stretched, and yawned. “Day four, life two, morning. Roll ’em.” He jumped out of bed and made his way toward the bathroom down the hall.
     
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    Showered and dressed in khaki slacks and T-shirt, he examined the contents of the refrigerator. Whole milk, white bread, butter, bacon, and eggs. He hadn’t eaten any of those things in years, but said, “Why not?” He made himself a big, artery-clogging breakfast. It tasted terrific. It tasted like home.
    He walked out the back door and stood in the gravel drive. The air was cool and damp, and a ground mist lay over the fields. He walked around the farmyard. The barn was in bad repair, he saw, and, as he explored what had once been a substantial farm, he noticed the debris of a past way of life: a rusted ax buried in a chopping block, the collapsed corncrib, the tilting