of cum hit the back of her throat and she gagged slightly and nearly fainted from the taste of him. He was hot, lava hot, and spicy.
As more filled her mouth and throat, she started swallowing his offering as he pumped harder and faster into her. Reaching between her legs, she circled her wet slit and started fingering her clit as his body continued to fill her. When she felt her body responding to her fingers, she threw back her head and came hard even as his cock sprayed his last bit of cum over her face and mouth.
“Yes, oh yes, oh yes, oh yes!” She tried to be quiet; she had even thought that biting her lip would help. But it didn’t; she loved coming with him.
He collapsed against the wall and panted above her. Her own breathing was not steady and she didn’t think she could stand yet. Looking up at him from her position, she could see that his eyes were closed and there was a smile on his mouth.
“Are you all right?” she asked him. Cait was grinning too, and couldn’t seem to stop looking up at him. He was the most beautiful man she had ever seen.
“No. No, I don’t believe I will ever be all right again. Are you all right?
Christ, O’Malley, you are in the hospital and here I am fucking you against the wall like some randy kid.”
He helped her up and lifted her gown to clean her face. When he was finished, he kissed her again. She felt her body begin to respond to him, his closeness, and his touch. When he picked her up and placed her gently on the bed without breaking the kiss, she knew she was in trouble. This couldn’t happen. It wasn’t safe, not safe for any of them.
“Grant, you know that we can’t...that I’m going back to Chicago in a few days. You know that right?”
“Yeah, but until then I can try and persuade you to stay. Don’t argue with me please. This was amazing and you’re amazing. Just think about it, all right?”
“It was just sex. Great sex, but only sex. I can’t stay here. I have a place, a job.
I have to go back.” She watched as his face hardened, seemed to freeze, as did her heart for saying this to him. But it was necessary; she couldn’t hurt him.
Couldn’t put him into a position where he would be hurt like her family had been.
“Just sex, huh? I see. Well, thanks for clearing that up for me, O’Malley. I guess that’s why you won’t say my first name, not ever during just sex. Too personal for you, right? I’m glad to find out now, I guess, on just how you feel.
I’m sorry for you. I’m going home and, don’t worry, I won’t be bothering you again.” Without a backward glance or another word, he left even as he was tucking his shirt in.
She knew that she had hurt him. Hell, she hurt herself, but he was better off with it ending like this, much better than when he figured out that she was more horrible than he thought she was right now.
~CHAPTER 6~
“I see no reason why you shouldn’t be able to go home in the morning, young lady. Keeping you here would be a waste of the good tax payers’ money. I don’t approve of all this extra detail with the police hanging about my halls when they could be doing something much more productive, like taking care of the blacks in this area.”
“Yes, sir.” Cait seethed. She didn’t like this man and could not understand why someone hadn’t shot him yet. He was a bigoted ass and his racial slurs where enough to make anyone want to hurt him.
Doctor Patterson had been in earlier, but as she was out in one of the visitors’
lounges, Cait had not seen him. He had come by again this evening because he had been downstairs looking at some “nappy girl,” and he thought he might try her again.
“Try to stay out of the line of fire when you go back to your job. I don’t know why they let women out in the line of duty anyway. You people need to be put behind a desk, or better yet, stay at home where you belong.” Devin Grant walked in her room just as the good doctor finished his advice.
Cait