that theyâd being hanging out after theater workshop for the past few weeks, he hadnât kissed her or even held her hand. All theyâd done was talk.
Since Ollie had joined a couple of months ago, Hannah had found herself becoming ridiculously excited about Mondays. On Sunday nights sheâd lie awake with her belly fizzling and her brain swishing with lurid thoughts. How could he possibly not know that sheâd been thinking those things about his lips and his skin? In an effort to compose herself, Hannah fixed her gaze on a lone duck that was pecking at a floating milk carton on the canal.
âWhat I think,â Ollie continued as they climbed the steps to the bridge, âis that the classes should be more structured, donât you think?â
âUm, yeah,â Hannah said, even though the lack of structure was precisely what she enjoyed. Why did she feel the need to be so agreeable? âIt helps though,â she added, âbecause you feel more comfortable with yourself and get to know the others in the group. There are enough rules at schoolââDo this, stop that, is that eyeliner youâre wearing, Hannah Deakin?ââ
âIs that eyeliner youâre wearing?â Ollie asked, making her laugh.
âNo, I was born with these incredibly dark, smoky eyesâ¦.â
âWell,â Ollie offered casually, âyou look good to me.â Hannahâs earlobes singed. Heâd never complimented her before. âAnd freezing,â he added quickly, pulling off his coat and draping it around her shoulders, a gesture that felt kind and sweet but oddly old-fashioned.
âThanks,â she said, feeling the warmth of his body all around her. She wished she didnât feel so shy; that she was capable of asking pertinent questions about his life, his family, what he got up to when he wasnât at college or theater workshop. Trying to formulate coherent sentences felt like plunging her hand into a bag of Scrabble letters.
âWant to go to the park, see whoâs there?â she asked, even though she didnât fancy running into Emma or Georgia or any of the others who hung out at the bandstand after workshop. Those girls always seemed to have some boyfriend on the go. Theyâd often show up with their necks decorated with lovebites, which theyâd make a big performance of trying to hide with pasty concealer. One snog was all Hannah had had, with Michael Linton, a horrible fuzzy-chinned boy whoâd ground his chapped lips overenthusiastically against hers round the back of Angieâs Bakery. It was an episode sheâd rather forget. If the kissing hadnât been bad enough, the bakery boys had come out with their giant trays of loaves, and laughed uproariously as theyâd loaded the van. Hannah couldnât smell baking bread without being haunted by the spectre of Michaelâs undulating mouth.
âItâs too cold for the park,â Ollie said. âIâm starvingâfancy getting something to eat?â
âOkay,â Hannah said. She checked her watch; just gone five thirty. Jane wouldnât expect her home from Amyâs for another hour or so. They could get chips, or a sandwich from Bertâs Bagels.
âLetâs go to the Opal,â Ollie said.
Hannah wanted to ask, âWhatâs the Opal?â and, âHow much does it cost to eat at the Opal?â but heâd already turned swiftly down a side street and was sauntering, more purposefully now, along the narrow lane that ran alongside the canal.
The Opalâs sign swung idly from its spindly support. Hannah hadnât known this place existed, and why would she? She and her mother ate out around twice a decade. Ollie stopped outside the restaurant, fished out his cell phone from his pocket and read a text. As he tapped out a reply, Hannah glanced at the framed menu on the outside wall. Ollie probably came here all the time for