her sheâd be better off in the responsible-looking office chair. She sat down carefully, folding her hands in her lap.
Owenâs smile flickered for a millisecond, and a strange thought flashed across her mind: Were the chairs some kind of test? Did I just fail?
âSo, Zoe,â he said, leaning way back in his own leather desk chair. âI was actually hoping youâd stop by. Iâm hearing from Gabriel that you owe him some work. And Anya tells me youâve been drawing pictures in Math. And Signe says she isnât seeing anything from you. Which surprises me, because kids here typically find her inspiring.â
âIâm sorry.â Sheâd been slumping. Now she forced herself to sit perfectly straight, which meant the back of the metal chair was digging into her spine. I definitely should have chosen the beanbag! she thought.
Owen studied her for a long, agonizing moment. âHereâs my dilemma, Zoe,â he said finally as he leaned across his desk. âI just this minute had a phone call from a dad whose daughter is a world-class violinist. This girl wants to go to Hubbard, and I had to tell the dad thatweâre at capacity. Which is terrific. Itâs our goal, in fact. But I have to ask myself: Are we filling our Middle Division with the most deserving students? The kind whoâll make the most of everything Hubbard has to offer? Would you like a glass of water?â
âWhat? No, thank you.â
âOkay,â he said. âLet me make this plain, Zoe. Youâre not in Lower Division anymore. Expectations have changed. Itâs time to fully engage yourself in Hubbard, or else consider other options.â He pointed to a gaudy papier-mâché puppet slouching awkwardly on his bookshelf, and smiled in a way that was probably meant to be jokey. âHey, you donât want to go through life like that guy over there. With us, but not really animate.â
He was calling her a puppet ? âOkay,â she said stupidly. âI understand.â
He knit his eyebrows. âYou all right, then, Zoe?â
âTerrific,â she said.
Then she got up out of the horrible chair and ran out of Owenâs office, down the hall to the third-floor bathroom, where she burst into hot, humiliated tears. The day had started so normally: Wafflesâfrogsâeyelashes. And now Owen wasâwhat? Calling her names? Threatening to kick her out? Where would she even go? Some normalplace that had bells and red pens? The only school sheâd ever knownâthe only school any of the Bennetts had ever knownâwas Hubbard. Even Spencer went to Hubbard Preschool! What would Mom and Dad say when they heard: Oh, Zoe, why didnât you? Oh, Zoe, how could you? Oh, Zoe, didnât you realize what a special, special place this was?
She turned on the tap and flooded her face with cold water. She had to see Dara. Dara would understand everything. Just talking to her would help Zoe think straight.
But first, somehow, sheâd have to get through the rest of the morning.
8
At lunch Zoe didnât even bother getting her tuna-and-potato-chip sandwich. She just headed straight for Daraâs table and sat there for a few seconds, unable to talk.
âGasp,â Dara said, her big gray-blue eyes looking worried. âAre you okay, Zoe?â
âNo. This is the worst day in my life.â
âWhat happened?â
Before Zoe could answer, Leg and Paloma came over with trays heaped with salad and sat down right next to Dara.
âSorry,â Zoe said immediately. âThis is private.â
âHey, donât let us stop you,â Paloma said, trading glances with Leg.
Dara rubbed Zoeâs arm. âOh, come on, Zoe. If itâs really important, you donât want to talk about it here, right? I mean, not if itâs private. Weâll talk about it later, okay?â
Zoe stared at her. This was The Worst Day in Zoeâs