faceâsplotchy from crying but peaceful too, as if sleep had been hard-won. An hour ago, Garret had texted Thea to tell her he was bringing Irina home. He didnât say why.
âWhereâs her bedroom?â Garret mouthed.
Instead of answering, Thea led him through the house with its very tiny square rooms, low ceilings, and narrow doorways. Nestled in the heart of Newport, not far from Priceâs Pier, the downstairs level of the house had been built before the Revolutionary War, and Thea had done what she could to keep its colonial feel: folk art, antiques, original flooring, few embellishments. She wondered: Did her house look like what Garret expected? Had he expected anything at all?
She was too conscious of him as he trailed her on the stairs in the darkâto have him following, so close, gave her a strange sense of vulnerability and made her want to turn around and walk backward. His hair was glossy, neat, and as blond as when he was a kid, and his skin was so perfect that she wondered if heâd started tanning. He was taller than she remembered. Bigger across the shoulders. All traces of the heart-on-his-sleeve boy sheâd fallen so desperately in love with had been usurped by this harder, more unreadable man.
She, on the other hand, hadnât seen the inside of a gym in years. What did she look like to him? Childbirth had changed her body, had taken her young womanâs angles and swollen them into more sloping, softened curves. Her skin was older too, she knew. In bad light, there were traces of lines around her mouth and eyes. Sheâd found her first gray hair this past springâa shock of white like a lightning bolt against a black skyâand now it seemed they were coming on like armies. She hated that he made her so very conscious of herself, and it wasnât until they got to the top of the stairs that she realized sheâd been holding her breath.
She bent to turn on the night-light in Irinaâs little room. In the soft pink glow, she watched Garret pull back the light quilt on the bed and then bend over carefully to settle Irina down. His hand cradled the back of her head, and though she groaned a little and her eyes fluttered open long enough to see where she was, she didnât seem interested in waking. She turned her back to them in the semidarkness and curled deeper into the bed.
Thea pulled the door closed behind them, leaving it open half an inch. She didnât speak until they were in the kitchen, standing beside the simple wooden table in the center of the small room. And even then, a whisper was the most she dared. âWhat happened?â she asked. âIs she sick?â
He shook his head. âSheâs been crying for hours.â
âWhy?â
Garret shifted uncomfortably. âShe wanted her and Jonathan to come here. But thatâs obviously not an option. Anyway, she finally fell asleep on the ride home. And by that point, I figured sheâd rather wake up here than in my condo.â
âWhy didnât Jonathan bring her?â
âHe doesnât want to see you,â Garret said.
Thea stood quietly a moment, not sure what was to come next. Everything had been saidâthe facts exchangedâand now there was nothing more.
But Garret made no move to leave. He just stood, looking at her. His eyes were the exact steel blue of the harbor on a fall day.
Thea felt some shadow of her old feeling for him rising up. Longing. Regret. A wish deeper and bigger than she could name. Donât hate me anymore, she thought. The Sorensen family believed that Garret had been avoiding her since her marriage to Jonathan. What they hadnât realized was that she had been avoiding him too.
âWas she good otherwise?â Thea asked.
âFine. I didnât know she plays soccer.â
Thea nodded, again at a loss. She wanted him to stay. To talk. To tell her everything that had happened since she saw him last. Let me
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