so I acted as if I didnât care. As if I wasnât dying. âI was trying too hard. Your report was better.â
Shannon comes closer and sits down on the edge of my bed. Itâs kind of a forward thing to do, especially after barging into my room uninvited. She smiles again. âDonât worry, Iâm not gonna put the moves on you.â
I smile back at her. âThatâs good. I canât really start a long-term relationship right now.â
âMe neither.â She shakes her head. âMy tumor is a pontine glioma. In plain English, that means âGood-bye, cruel world!ââ
I canât think of anything to say in response. Shannonâs dying too. Weâre in the same boat. Iâm not happy to hear it, but at least I understand her a little better. Sheâs dying and she wants to talk. Maybe she thinks I can give her some advice.
âI saw you when the paramedics brought you in yesterday,â she says. âMy room is across the hall and my door was open. You were unconscious, but I caught a glimpse of you before they wheeled your gurney into your room.â
Her eyes are dark brown. Above them, the wispy remnants of her eyebrows look like apostrophes. As I stare at her, I remember what she looked like in biology class a year ago: a pretty fifteen-year-old with shoulder-length black hair and dimples in her cheeks. Sheâs still pretty now, despite her swollen eye and twisted mouth. I want to tell her this, but Iâm too chicken. âItâs weird,â I say instead. âThis is a weird coincidence, donât you think?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âI mean, us being here on the same floor of the hospital.â
Shannon stops smiling. âItâs not a coincidence. Your dad arranged it.â
âArranged what?â
âWait a second. You seriously donât know about this?â
I shake my head. Iâm bewildered.
âYour dad got in touch with my parents through the high school and told them there was a new treatment we could try. It was experimental, something his research lab had developed for you, but he said it might also be useful for other teenagers with terminal illnesses. He said he was recruiting kids to test the treatment and would explain everything to us at the hospital.â
It doesnât make sense. I never heard Dad say anything about a treatment heâd developed for me. I canât even see how heâd be able to do it. Heâs a computer scientist, not a medical researcher. âIâm sorry, but this is the first Iâve heard of it.â
Shannon bites her lip. âNow Iâm confused. Is there a treatment or not?â
Lowering her gaze, she looks down at the bed, which is covered with a thin, white blanket. Her eyes turn glassy, and for a second I think sheâs going to cry. Sheâs clearly invested a lot of hope in whatever promises Dad made to her parents. It might be a long shot, but itâs all she has.
My chest aches. I donât want Shannon to lose her last hope. I furrow my brow, trying to figure out what Dad is up to. I remember the conversation we had in his office before everything went haywire, and what Colonel Peterson said about Dadâs research. And something comes back to me. âYou know what I think it is? Itâs nanotechnology. That must be what Dad has in mind.â
She looks up, cocking her head. âNanotechnology?â
âYeah, the science of building very small things.â
âI know what nanotechnology is. I did an extra-credit report on that too.â
I use my right arm to roll onto my side. I feel like I need to sit up if I want Shannon to take me seriously. âOkay, my dad works with the Department of Defense, right? And yesterday he got a visit from this colonel in the U.S. Cyber Command. This guy mentioned a laboratory called the Nanotechnology Institute. He said they were doing some amazing work