what we should do next. As I gripped the shutters I could hear him below me, exhaling in little grunts, and I knew he wouldnât be able to hold me there much longer. I pressed my face against the screen and saw a shadow moving rapidly toward the window, and then I was staring into the wild girlâs face. Up close, she looked much younger, and she had sweet, crooked teeth. She was eating a Ding Dong, licking the white filling from her index finger. My mother wouldnât let us eat Ding Dongs, which she said had a shelf life of eighteen years.
âDo you see anything?â Sam called up at me.
I couldnât breathe.
âAre you trying to see me naked or something?â she said in that low, noncommittal voice.
âNo.â
âWhat?â Sam said.
âThen what do you want?â she said.
I wanted to look just like her, to become her, to lick eighteen-year-old frosting from my finger and survive, but this was not the sort of thing she meant. I knew all about extortion; still, money seemed too much to ask. âA soda,â I said weakly. It was the only other thing that came to mind. My mother didnât let us drink them, not because of their shelf life but because the sugar would rot our teeth. The girl lifted the last bit of frosting into her mouth. I imagined how it would nestle there inside her, a puff of white growing smaller and smaller.
âCome around front,â she said. I pushed away from the house and tumbled to the ground, pulling Sam down too. His eyes were the feverish eyes of a hunter. âAre we going to arrest her?â
When I shook my head, he gave me a look of absolute disbelief. I could see I was a failure in his eyes, but I was tired of the game, vaguely embarrassed, and I wanted to go home. We werenât spies anymoreâjust a little boy and a not so little girl who was too old to play games of make-believe. Self-consciously, I licked my hand and smoothed my hair back from my face. âSheâs giving us a soda not to tell,â I said, trying to make it sound like a victory. âBesides, she ate all the evidence.â
When we got to the front of the house, she was already waiting on the porch, holding a can of Jolly Good Cream Soda. She had put on earrings and fresh, orange lipstick. She didnât look at meâshe looked at Sam. âWhatâs your name?â she asked him, and though I was used to people noticing Sam first, I ached with jealousy.
âBoris,â I said.
âNo itâs not,â Sam said.
The girl laughed. âYou got a girlfriend yet?â
âHeâs got five,â I said, meanly. âOne of themâs even married.â
The girl looked at me for the first time. It was a look of approval. âBoys are all the same,â she said, and then she pressed the soda into my hand as if it were a secret between just us two. It was the first time I had seen Sam as a boy instead of my brother, and his face became part of the broken blur of faces that swam to the girlsâ side of the gym once a year for square dancing, boy faces with grinning teeth and strange-smelling breath and hands that dug in with short, blunt nails. The wild girlâs fingernails were long peach opals, glistening as if they were wet. She saw me staring at them. âItâs my motherâs color,â she said. âYou want me to do yours?â
She turned and went back inside without waiting for me to answer. The soda was sweating in my hand. I gave it to Sam without looking at him, dried my palm on the back of my shorts. âHow come girls color their nails?â he asked reasonably.
âThey just do ,â I snappedâit had never occurred to me to wonder whyâand then the girl came out with the nail polish and led me to the porch swing. She put my right hand on my own bare thigh. I felt my own flesh, warm and slightly damp, and I was conscious of the dark silky hairs that grew there.
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Xara X. Piper;Xanakas Vaughn