Iâd never
felt more alive
in my life.
I felt like fluff,
a bubble,
floating, buzzing,
no more trouble.
My senses were on
high alert, and even
though my head
and neck hurt,
I fretted about my
breath and kept
getting mint Certs
from Twig.
âStop bumming,â
said Twig,
who was humming
the Beatles song
âLet It Be.â
(I beat
her to the car,
so my seat was up
front, with Jake.)
A bundle of stress,
I sweated and fidgeted:
a midget in the
presence of greatness
with Jake-ness.
Jake had six
bags of candy
in the backseat,
and he reached
back and fished
out a bag for me:
spicy red cinnamon hearts.
âYouâre so nice.
I love spicy
candy,â I gushed.
I wished Iâd worn
some glamorous
purple eye shadow
and mascara,
so I could bat
my lashes
in a passion
of flirtation,
but Iâd been too lazy
for makeup.
That proves
that it grooves
to always look
your best,
because you
just never know
who youâre going
to wreck into.
I hoped that Jake
wouldnât notice
my lack of cosmetics,
and that heâd get
romantic about my
intellect instead.
I dumped a handful
of candy
into my mouth,
then shoved the bag
in the pocket
of my vest.
It was best
if I didnât invest
much attention
in sweets.
(âHi. My name
is Laura
and Iâm a sugar-holic.â)
The skyline of the city
shimmered, glimmered,
mysterious in the distance,
and I started to sing
that goofy old tune
âI Love New York.â
Jake drove like an expert,
never once swerving.
I funneled
my emotions,
pouring out boring
words, rambling
on and on.
âSo I was born
in Banesville,â
and stuff like that.
The motion of the Mustang
was a potion of relaxation,
and the sensation of floating
took over.
In the dimness
of the Lincoln Tunnel
of love, snug as
a thumb in a glove,
I hovered over
the shifter and whispered,
âYou are so totally cute.â
âHow rude!â Twig fussed.
âThatâs lewd, just crude, to
swoon all moon-faced
with Jake, who you just met,
like, sixty minutes ago.â
I looked at the clock.
âEighty minutes,â
I said. âAnd ten seconds.â
âIâm guessing that you must
be in shock,â Twig said.
âMaybe we should stop
at a hospital.
A
mental
hospital.â
âI might be in shock,â I said,
âbut Jake rocks.â
âIgnore her,â said Twig.
âSheâs not usually like this.
Sheâs never
even kissed a guy
in her entire life.â
âNo way,â said Jake.
âYes way,â said Twig.
âYouâre full of shit,â said Jake.
âNo way,â said Twig.
âWait a minute!â I said.
âWhat is this?
The
Jerry Springer
show?
My first kiss, you know,
is my business!
Itâll be kismet, destiny,
what-will-be-will-be,
the best freaking ever
for me, happening
when itâs meant to be.â
âMaybe when
sheâs eighty,â
said Twig.
We shot
from the tunnel
and into the city,
and I was feeling ditzy.
âWhatâs up,
Big Apple?
Whatâs happeninâ?â
I shouted at people
on sidewalks and streets.
It was a smorgasbord
of humanity,
and profanity
slipped from my lips.
âHoly shit!
I never saw so
many different
races in the
same place!â
It was a
rat race, a
street pace
of faces
from light
to dark
and in between:
more skin
colors
than exist
in the
white-bread world
of Banesville.
âIf we look
real close,
we might
see the host
of a game show,
or a sports hero,
or a size-zero
supermodel,â
Twig said.
âWe might
see the
grooviest movie
stars,
or TV stars,
or famous players
of guitars!
Who knows
who goes
in all the limos?â
Horns blared,
and nobody cared
or stared
or dared to bare
their teeth
in the hint of
a grin.
I didnât know
where to begin
to look.
âI could
write a book
of