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he could dish out in her condition, and he didn’t plan to spank her
too hard. Hell, he wasn’t even sure what she needed to be
disciplined for, but she begged. He knew her tolerance level for
pain, but looking at the scars on her back, he realized he didn’t
know the half of it. Raising his hand high he lowered it in a hard
slap that echoed throughout the room.
    “Yes!” she cried.
    “Twenty. That’s all you’re getting until we
discuss this further, Angel.”
    “Yes, Sir.” She quickly agreed.
    Smack! Smack! Smack! The last few
were the hardest, hard enough to leave her cheeks a nice rosy pink.
Moans full of pleasure and relief sounded in his ears. He sat her
up and pulled her close to his body, holding her tightly. He
whispered in her ear, “Are you all right, my Angel?”
    “Yes, thank you, Sir.” She kissed his cheek,
and nuzzled against his chest.
    After sitting for a while, he stroked her
hair. “Roxi? Are you ready to talk?”
    “I am.” She stood, walked to the bedroom,
and headed straight to the bathroom. He followed and waited for her
on the bed. When she came back into the room, she wore a pair of
sweats and a t-shirt. He felt relieved over the fact that she
looked somewhat better.
    He lay on his side, and patted the bed.
“Come lay with me.” It wasn’t an order, just a suggestion.
    She slid onto the bed and slowly lowered
herself next to him. Facing each other they shared a tender moment
where they gazed lovingly at one another, but it ended when Roxi’s
voice broke through the silence. “I’m a pain slut, Jonathan.”
    He didn’t speak for a brief moment, and then
he glanced away briefly. “I saw your back, your scars.”
    “It’s why I left you that day. You didn’t
scare me with the whipping during our last scene. We both agreed to
it, it was completely consensual, and I knew that you loved me and
wouldn’t harm me.” She sighed.
    “I wish we never would’ve tried that. I’m
sorry.” He wanted to reach out and touch her, but she finally began
opening up, almost a year and half later, and he didn’t want to
break the spell.
    “I’m not sorry. I enjoyed it, loved every
minute of it, even. It was the biggest orgasm I’d ever had without
any other stimulation, and that’s what scared me.” She lowered her
gaze. “It was so powerful and I knew in that moment that I needed
more than you could provide me with, because I wanted more, I
wanted it harder. So I left. That’s the hardest thing I’ve ever
done, Jonathan. I didn’t mean to hurt you. I did it to protect
you—from me.” Her eyes watered over.
    Lifting her chin gently with his fingertips,
he shook his head. “You should have told me. We could’ve worked
through it. I would have done anything for you.”
    “ Would have? You mean you wouldn’t…”
She trailed off and shook her head. “Never mind, I ran because
those feelings were embarrassing. Confused as to why I had them. I
knew you weren’t comfortable whipping me in the first place.” When
Jonathan didn’t respond she continued. “Remember? It took forever
to talk you into trying it. I don’t regret it one bit. I’d do it
again in a heartbeat, especially now seeing how well you wield a
whip.”
    More silence went by, she wanted to express
more to him, and help him to understand her motives. “Watching you
in the playroom, God that was the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen, and
I couldn’t help it. Seeing you like that, it drudged up dormant
feelings, and I needed release. Thank you.” Roxi tucked a strand of
her shoulder length brown hair behind her ear, and a tear slid from
her lower lid down her cheek. She sniffled and wiped it away with
the back of her hand.
    “Anything for you Roxi, you know that.” He
trailed his fingers down her arm and locked fingers with her.
    Ripping her fingers from his, she said, “Do
I? Do I know that? We haven’t had a civil conversation since I’ve
been back. Every time we try, it ends up being an