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funny , and most of all , she ’ s real.  There is no artifice in Brooke.   
    What’s not clear is why I can ’ t stop wanting her.  I’ve never spared a second thought for any girl or woman that I’ve ever met, but there is no sense in me about Brooke .  The pull toward her is visceral , and it gets stronger every single day.
    The look we exchanged at the dinn er table tonight was scorching .  I do n’ t think there is anything I would n’t do to be inside of Brooke.  Even thinking about it gets me so fucking hard I could blow without ever touching myself.  
    I’m ope rating at a deficit tonight , and I blame the look we exchanged .  Dammit, now I’m positive she’ s attract ed to me too.  I don’t think that is a good thing .  It’s going to be even tougher to resist her.
    The movie passes in a blur , without me ever absorb ing even one second of it.   It’s past time for me to get home and get a handle on myself. Literally. I need to jerk the fuck out of my cock so that I can get myself under control.
    Everyone but Dante heads out in to the driveway as we all say our goodbyes.  One by one everyone leaves, until only Brooke and I are left.   We always are , because I like spending these few minutes alone with her .
    “So your big moving day is in two weeks.  Are you excited about moving in with your new roommates?”
    Her head gives a little shake as she worries her lip with her teeth .  “Not really.  In fact, if I hadn’t already paid the rent for the entire semester, I’d bail.  It seemed like a good idea at the time, but now I think I jumped too soon.”
    “Shit Brooke.  If it’s a question of the money, fuck it.  I’ll write you a check for whatever you paid right now, and that can be that.”
    Jabbing me in the chest, she smiles.  “Damien you nut.  That’s not what I meant at all , and you should know that .  It’s not about the money, it’s about the commitment.  I committed to this when I paid for the semester, and now I have to see it through.”
    I harrumph like an old man, even though I’m proud of her for being such a follow through type of girl.  Making our way around the corner of the house to where her car is parked , we say our goodbyes.  Standing on her tip toes Brooke gives me a hug, enveloping me in her arms and her scent.  When she stretches further up to kiss my cheek I can’t help myself.  I turn my face so that her lips will graze mine.
    I meant for it just to be one m oment, but I’m weak , and I wanted to taste her , just once .  Before I fully realize that I’m going to do it, my tongue i s tracing the bottom of her lip. When she gasps, I use the opening and slid e my tongue in to her mouth.   My heart pounds in my chest as I move us so that her back i s against her car.
    Not surprisingly , she tastes like heaven .  My fantasies didn’t come near to doing her justice and they didn’t factor in that she’d have such skill .  The taste of her is electric , the slip and slide of her tongue against mine a major turn on.  It’s as if her mouth was designed specifically to drive me wild .  The feeling of her rubbing against me is making me crazy, so crazy that when she widens her stance and wraps a leg around me, I grab her ass and lift her up so that she can wrap the other around too.
    I’m like an animal, just barely containing myself from rutting her like a wild stallion.  I thrust up against her again and again as I seek relief.  It feels like I’ve won the lottery . She ’ s even more perfect than I always knew she would be. 
    Pulli ng her lips from mine, she moans, “Damien, help me.   I feel out of control.”
    This is heaven and hell, all wrapped in one beautiful package writhing against my cock. It ’ s time to end this … before I do something she ’ ll regret.   I’m trying to muster up the strength to put her down when she rub s up against my erection again and moans .
    My heart thunders in my chest as I struggle