this.â
âBut did I?â
The detectiveâs face hardened just a fraction. âDonât worry about it, Penelope,â he said. He handed me several papers. âHereâs some age enhancements we have of Tara. Do any of them look familiar?â
My hand shook as I took the papers from him. I saw David frowning a little as he watched me. But he was looking at my face, not my hand.
The printouts of the age enhancements were spooky. It was Tara, for sure, butânot. They seemed like high-tech caricatures; the features were right but exaggerated just a little. I went slowly through the stack, trying to merge the images with the girl Iâd seen yesterday.
Merge them with Tara , I mean.
Iâm not sure how long Iâd been staring at them when Larson said softly, âWhat do you think?â
âI donât know,â I whispered. No point in lying. âThis is her. And so is the girl I saw at the coffee shop. But theyâre not the same.â
âNot the same by a pretty wide margin, or not exactly identical?â Larson asked. âBecause age enhancement is never exact. Itâs just an approximation.â
I shook my head and gave him back the pictures. âI donât know,â I said again. âBut I know that girl was Tara.â
Larson took the pictures and slid them into a file. âWell,like I said, we are looking into it. We know where the car owner lives, and weâre working with other agencies to see what we can find out.â
âAgencies?â David said, and I immediately wished heâd shut up. âLike, the CIA?â
Larson smiled toothlessly. âNo no, nothing like that. Just other law enforcement agencies.â
âAre you telling her parents?â I said. âMaybe they know something, maybe they know the guy?â
âWeâll bring them in when the time comes,â Larson said, which was about as nice a brush-off as Iâd ever heard.
âOkay,â I said, defeated. My head hurt.
Larson stood up, so David and I did too. âIâll keep in touch,â Larson said. âAnd if you think of anything else, donât hesitate to call me.â
âThanks,â I said.
David and Larson traded nods, and we made our way back out the way weâd come. Once we were outside, David said, âHow did that go, do you think? I couldnât tell.â
âDunno,â I grumbled.
âThat good, huh?â
âWhatever.â
I felt him wanting to ask more, but he didnât. We walked back to the car and climbed in. It took a massive force of will for me not to slam the door. No reason to take out my frustration on his truck.
âWeâve got some time before work,â David said hesitantlyas he pulled into traffic. âWhere should weâI mean, where do you want to go?â
âDoesnât matter,â I whispered.
âPelly? Are you okay?â
âNo, Iâm not okay,â I said. âMy best friend got kidnapped and I didnât do anything about it and now sheâs out there somewhere and no one âs doing anything about it, including me, and if I could just find her and get her back then I couldââ
Stop. Shut up.
I crammed my hand against my mouth to stanch the flow of words bleeding from me. I wanted to roll up my jeans right then and there. Bleed for real, bleed the hate. Iâd just said more to David Harowitz about Tara than Iâd told anybody since my therapist.
That shows how much I enjoyed sharing. David, however, didnât seem put off at all.
âYou could what?â he asked.
âI donât know,â I said. Which was a lie.
David gave me a little snort. âIn other words, âShut up and stop bothering me, David.â â
âThatâs not what I meant,â I said. âI just . . .â
We were at a stoplight. David took his eyes off the road and turned to me. His hazel eyes, dotted