water
that I yell      Dad!
I toss her out of the tub
and hide behind
the shower curtain.
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He comes running
but stops when he sees her,
tufted legs splayed
head down,
miserable on the bath mat.
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Stops and laughs.
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She looks at him in reproach
and shakes all over
so hard she falls down.
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Dad grabs a towel
and covers her in it
picks her up like a burrito baby
and roughs up her fur.
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You goofy thing, he says.
Howâd you get all wet?
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She looks wide-eyed into his face
and reaches a sweet paw to his cheek.
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Smart girl.
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Tonight when Dad comes to say good night
Serendipity is on my chest
covered with my old baby blanket.
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The silky edges are frayed
but the balloons make her look
ready for a party.
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He feels her around the ears.
Sheâs still a little wet, he says.
Donât let her get you sick again.
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She wonât. Â Â Â Â Â Â Sheâs nice and warm.
Serendipityâs head sticks out
just barely from the blanket.
Look how cute she is, Dad.
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He looks and his eyes go
from soft to steely.
He pins me with a stare
and he shakes his finger.
Donât get any ideas.
I mean it, Sara.
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What? I ask       innocently.
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I hear the mumble of his voice
as he leaves my room.
Donât give away your heart.
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Dad trips over Serendipity three times
while heâs getting ready for workâ
coming out of the bathroom
taking his shirt from the dryer
moving breakfast to the table.
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She has a way of getting under our feet
like a sheepdog
herding us toward her bowl
or a miniature soccer player
disrupting our goal.
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I think itâs funny.
Dad doesnât.
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I catch him swearing once
and I shake my finger at him.
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That is the wrong thing to do.
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He narrows his eyes at me
and mutters, Just a few more days.
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This makes him feel better.
It makes me feel awful.
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Just a few more days
is the worst curse of all.
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I study my kitten posters on poles
as Iâm walking to school.
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Taylor and I chose the poles
where it would be hardest for Dad
to see the phone numbers clearly
on his regular route to class.
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The changed phone numbers
donât look too suspicious
I hope.
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I didnât make a picture
of the cuteness of Serendipity.
That wrong number would be getting
too many calls.
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I count the daysâ
Today, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday.
Will we get Saturday, too?
Four or five days left
for Dad to fall in love
with this kitty.
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We need to step up
the irresistible factor.
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Quickly.
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Weâre working on our Middle Ages unit
and Iâm not really listening
because I can see Garrett
out of the corner of my eye
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and in my mind
heâs wearing the armor of a knight.
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My daydreaming is such a cliché.
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Then Miss Conglin gets to Joan of Arc
and my ears perk up.
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She was so brave and tragic.
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Miss Conglin hasnât told us yet
what the possibilities are
for our character assignments.
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We will research and role-play
the type of medieval person
weâre given.
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Before, I wanted to be royalty.
But now I think
Joan of Arc would be
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the greatest role ever.
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I must still be daydreaming because
Miss Conglin says, Sara
like sheâs already
called my name before.
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Sheâs holding out a folded paper.
It must be my character assignment.
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I open it and read Peasant.
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It figures.
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I glance over at Kelli
who is beaming at her paper
like someone who won the lottery.
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Kelli is probably a noble lady
and she will ride off with Garrett
on his steel-footed steed.
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My kingdom for a horse.
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That horse.
With Garrett on it.
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I really need to give my mind
something else to think
Sean Thomas Fisher, Esmeralda Morin