Adamâs direct gaze. âIâll marry you. But only if we live here.â
âI have a condo within walking distance of the club.â
âHave you ever considered you might appear more settled if you lived in a house instead of a bachelor pad?â
He dipped his head. âGood point.â
âI wonât give up my job.â
âLauryn, you wonât need to work.â
âBut I want to.â She took a slow breath and then blurted, âAnd I wonât sleep with you.â
âYouâll have your own room.â
âNo, Adam, I mean no sex. You might be able to be intimate with someone you donât love, but I canât.â Not anymore. She remembered all too well the self-loathing afterward. Sheâd wanted to hurt her father with her brazen behavior, but sheâd only ended up hurting and hating herself.
âIâll get tested if thatâs what youâre worried about.â
âThat has nothing to do with it. I mean, it is important given the legions youâre rumored to have bedded, butââ
âLegions?â
âYouâre not known for your discriminatory tastes.â
âThere havenât been legions.â
âHow many then?â
âNone of your business.â
âIt is when youâre trying to talk me into bed.â
He hesitated and then shrugged. âI donât know.â
âYou didnât count or you canât count that high?â
His chin jutted forward. âHow many men have you slept with?â
Her shameful past crept over her. Sheâd wasted her youth looking for ways to flout her fatherâs iron-fist authority, and she wasnât proud of that. Sheâd been a rebel, but sheâd reformed. Sheâd practically become a nun. âHey, if you donât have to answer then neither do I.â
âWhat am I supposed to do forâ¦relief?â
A slideshow flashed in her mind of ten different ways she could give him sexual relief, but she shut it down. The heat flushing her skin wasnât as easy to vanquish. âThat depends on whether youâre right-or left-handed.â
âAnd you?â
Her cheeks ignited. âI can take care of myself.â
His jaw muscles bunched as if he were gritting his teeth. He paced to the window, paused and then turned. âFine. I accept your terms. Do you have a passport?â
For a moment she was too stunned to speak. âYes. Why?â
âIâll have Brandon make the arrangements. He and Cassie can set up a quick, quiet Bahamas wedding. Does that suit you? Or do you need a circus?â
Cassieâ¦it took a moment for Lauryn to place the name. Cassie Sinclair had been John Garrisonâs secret lovechild from an extramarital affair. Or so the papers reported. Even though Lauryn had never met the woman, she felt a kinship with her. Another outsider. But at least Cassie had known who her parents were. Cassie currently owned and managed the Garrison Grand-Bahamas and had recently hooked up with Brandon Washington, Adamâs attorneyâif the clubâs scuttlebutt was to be believed.
âI donât want a big wedding. But why the Bahamas?â
âIf we get married in Miami my family would expect to be invited and thereâs a good chance there would be a media blitz.â
Avoiding both the media and the Garrison family appealed. âSomething quiet in the Bahamas is fine. Iâve never been there.â
âWeâll stay a few days and call it a honeymoon.â
Honeymoon? âI wonât change my mind about the sex.â
âLauryn, itâs imperative we act like a couple whoâs fallen in love and eloped. If this marriage doesnât look real itâll do me no good. Weâll have a honeymoon.â
âThe business council nomination is that important to you?â
Again he hesitated. âItâs what the nomination represents thatâs
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