tonight.â
Eva nodded. Great. That left Adam to drive her home alone.
âI see an opening.â Adam took her by the hand. âCome on, we better make a break for it.â
Eva noticed that Adamâs touch was warm, although his palm felt rougher than she expected from a paper-pusher. Careful to watch that she didnât bump into anyone, she followed Adamâs weaving between groups of people.
An expanse of solid man stood in her way, then he spoke. âHello, Eva.â
She stopped short at the sound of that terrible voice. Thevoice she hadnât heard in two years. The voice belonging to a man sheâd thought she loved until heâd attacked her.
Todd!
The last time sheâd heard Toddâs voice heâd bellowed drunken obscenities when Beth had helped her get away from him.
Her hand slipped out of Adamâs grasp as the clamoring buzz in her ears drowned out the sounds and faces of the people surrounding her. Todd blocked out the light of her tunnel vision, making her feel dizzy. Sick.
She sucked in air, but it didnât help. Stars formed before her eyes. She was going to faint. Right there. In the middle of the sanctuary, sheâd fall. Adam would see and heâd know. Heâd tell Ryan. And Ryan would go after Todd.
No!
Stepping back until her bottom connected with a pew, Eva gripped the solid wood until she felt a fingernail crack. The pain helped her focus, helped her calm down a shade. She tried to make her mouth work, but nothing came out despite hearing herself scream on the inside.
âItâs been a while.â
âYes,â she croaked.
âThis is my wife, Susan. Weâre up from Grand Rapids visiting my in-laws who attend here.â
Evaâs eyes widened when she took in the pretty woman standing next to him with a pink bundle of baby in her arms.
The womanâs eyes narrowed as if recognizing her. But theyâd never met. âNice to meet you.â
She felt the warmth of Adamâs hand at the small of her back.
âEverything okay?â Adamâs voice sounded far away, as if he was talking from the other side of a long tunnel.
âIââ Eva looked back at Todd. The urge to yell andpound on him overwhelmed her, sapping her strength. He acted as if nothing out of the ordinary had ever passed between them.
âTodd, honey, we better go. Dadâs pulled the car up front.â Susan shifted her pink burden and moved toward the door.
âLook, Evaâ¦â He reached out a hand but let it drop with a sigh. He gave her an awkward smile and then nodded toward Adam. âTake it easy, okay?â
Eva didnât know if she responded. Her knees shook, and her stomach lurched. Sweat broke out along her hairline. She really was going to be sick.
Why here? Why now?
âEva?â Adam touched her elbow.
She shrank away from him.
âWho is that guy? Did he say something to upset you?â
Eva closed her eyes with a quick shake of her head. Seeing Todd upset her. Seeing him happily married and blessed with a beautiful baby girl infuriated her. How could God be so cruel? Todd had flourished, while Eva was stuck in a hellish purgatory she couldnât climb out of.
She felt the gentle pressure of Adamâs hand return to the small of her back. âCome on. Iâll take you home.â
Â
Adam drove with the heat cranked to full blast. He kept glancing at Eva huddled in her seat. She hadnât quit shivering. He wanted to pull over and gather her into his arms, but he didnât trust the wildness in her gaze. The fury. He feared he might make matters worse by offering unwanted comfort.
âYou okay?â
She nodded.
âOld boyfriend?â
She glanced at him with haunted eyes. âYeah.â
The ex-boyfriend was a giant of a man who looked far too clumsy for a petite thing like Eva. He struck Adam as one of those unmotivated types with boring stability stamped across his