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just because I’m her first.”
    Kate’s finger shook around the pen. “Got it. Now, just so I have a good background of your beliefs, what is your viewpoint on love? You enrolled with Kinnections to try to find a life partner or a woman you can forge a solid long-term relationship with. I’ll ask you again: are you completely committed and open to finding this?”
    “I’m open. I just don’t think it exists.”
    Fascinated, she leaned in. “Why?”
    He uncrossed his legs, stretched his feet out, and settled comfortingly back in the chair. “One word. Oxytocin.”
    Kate blinked. “What’s that?”
    “Simple science. The body excretes a chemical hormone at certain moments that emphasizes the need for closeness and comfort. This lowers fear and instills a calmness we believe and translate to feelings of love. The main time oxytocin is released is after sex. That’s why many times lust will get us into bed, good conversation will give us hope, and oxytocin will cement such feelings as love.”
    Her eyes widened. Pride and certainty carved out the lines of his face. Holy shit, he believed it! Caught between laughing and crying, she studied his muscled length in all his glory and realized that Slade Montgomery was going to be her hardest client as of yet. The challenge sung in her blood. Matching and finding him love would be her greatest satisfaction. A test of her skills. If she did her job correctly,he wouldn’t know how to even say the word oxytocin at the end of their time together.
    “An interesting theory.”
    “One you obviously don’t agree with.”
    “That doesn’t matter. You believe it, so, therefore, it’s my truth. Thank you for being honest with me.”
    Slade peered over his gold glasses in pure suspicion. “You’re not going to try to convince me otherwise?”
    She smiled. “No. But now I know what needs to happen so you’re sure it’s not a chemical hormone. You need to fall in love before sex.”
    “What?”
    “Yes. I’ll be setting up an event where you can meet some women. It will be small, extremely tasteful, and discreet. You’ll be able to meet and mingle, and then choose one for your main date. It’s a good introduction and doesn’t waste any of your time. But there will be one rule you need to follow if I have any chance of success. No sex.”
    His brows slammed together. “You better be joking.”
    Kate tapped her pen in a steady rhythm and met his gaze head-on. “No, Slade, I’m not joking. No sex. You’re caught up in the lust-hormone cycle, and until we break through, you’ll never be open to admitting real feelings. You need to agree to this.”
    “Sex is a way we can find out if we’re both compatible. This isn’t Victorian England, for God’s sake!”
    She sighed. “I’m not saying no sex ever. You just needto set an initial time period where you don’t engage in physical intimacy. Let’s say, no sex until you’re ready to begin seriously dating. Monogamy. Trust me, if you’re not interested enough to want to have dinner with her for a few weeks, you won’t be able to forge a lasting relationship with her. Sex sometimes confuses things, as you’ve just pointed out. Take it out of the equation, and we balance the playing field.”
    He pushed a hand through his hair. “I don’t like this.”
    “I understand. But I’m asking you to trust me. I know my job, and I know how to get you what you need. Will you give this a shot?”
    “Fine. But if I don’t think it’s worthwhile and helping me, I’m yanking that rule. Got it?”
    Kate grinned. “Fair enough. I’ll set up your mixer for next Friday night. Seven. I’d like to hold it here in Verily, if that’s acceptable.”
    “Sure, I can check in on my sister. How is she?”
    “I can’t discuss her status with you. Just as I won’t tell her about you.”
    He cocked his head. “Fine. I see you ask your clients to give you a full year to make a long-term match. Isn’t that a bit long to keep