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thinking about how Douglas and I never had the time to make it during the week. I picked up his pillow and inhaled.
    Then, remembering Vanessa waiting downstairs in a car for me, I quickly took out the step stool and grabbed a suitcase from the top shelf of the closet. I didn’t need too many things. I would be back.
    I went through the closet and heard a key in the door. A smile crept onto my lips. That unmade bed was about to come in very handy….
    If lipped the suitcase shut and headed toward the bedroom door as I heard a voice on a cell phone. A woman’s voice.
    “I’m at your apartment, baby,” she said as I stood frozen in my tracks. I couldn’t believe that Beryl had the nerve to be there. The day after Douglas threw me out. A thousand thoughts flooded my brain — should I hide in the closet? Under the bed? What should I do? Even if I hid myself, the suitcase was still there in plain sight. With all of my things in it. And anyway, who was I — Lucy Ricardo?
    There was nowhere to go. It was just like that scene in
No Way Out
where Kevin Costner’s photo is coming up on the computer screen and he’s about to be revealed as the bad guy, but really, he’s not the real bad guy, someone else is the real bad guy, but he’s totally stuck inside the Pentagon with nowhere to go.
    “Pastis?” I heard Beryl say. “I’d absolutely love to!”
    The room began to spin. He was taking Beryl to Pastis, a fabulous ultra-trendy French bistro downtown in the Meatpacking District. A favorite of local celebs and the New York Euro scene, Douglas used to call it “our place” since we had spent so much time there over the years.
    I sat down on the unmade bed and laughed at myself. I couldn’t believe that up until a few weeks ago, I used to indulge this pathetic little fantasy that Douglas would propose to me there. Actually drop down to his knees in the middle of the restaurant and proclaim his undying love to me in front of his friends and our waiter and the other diners and any celebrities who happened to be there that night. I would giggle like a schoolgirl and jump down to the ground to throw my arms around him, all the while kissing him and screaming, “Yes, yes, yes! I will marry you!” Of course, the crowd would applaud and the waiter would bring a bottle of champagne to our table. We would laugh and drink champagne and I would blind the other diners with the sheer size and brilliance of my new diamond ring. As my relationship with Douglas crept up to the two-year mark, my outfits on the nights we were going to Pastis got more and more “special” as I deluded myself further and further into thinking that my fantasy could become reality.
    I used to tell myself that it was okay to have harmless little fantasies like that. Who were they hurting, anyway? And who
wouldn’t
have such fantasies? But Douglas wouldn’t be taking me to Pastis or anywhere else anymore. He was taking Beryl.
    I heard the apartment door slam shut and I hurriedly threw more clothing and assorted pairs of shoes into my suitcase. I was packing so fast that I had no idea what I was putting inside the case. Somehow, I remembered to grab my jewelry, which I threw on top, zipped the suitcase shut and wheeled it out of the bedroom. When I walked into the living room, I saw an enormous crystal vase filled with three majestic calla lilies, arranged neatly.
That was what she came here to do,
I thought.
She brought in fresh flowers.
I looked to the windowsill and saw that the picture of Douglas and me was gone.
    I rushed back to the car, threw myself into Vanessa’s arms, and cried the whole way back uptown.

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    From: “Brooke Miller”
    To: “Douglas MacGregor”
    Subject: I miss you
    Do you miss me, too?
    Brooke Miller
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425 Park Avenue
11th Floor
New York, New York 10022
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