work. Still, he seemed to be an epicenter for all sorts of disturbances. Since seventh grade, Michaelâs classrooms had always been remarkably unruly. He always assumed that this was normal. Kids hit puberty and turned into monsters, right? Thatâs what everyone said . . . but the way his classmates acted wasnât exactly normal.
When Michael was in a room, a clamminess filled the air that pulled at the edge of everyoneâs senses like a smell so faint it was impossible to identify. Whatever it was, it usually attacked girls and guys differently. It made girlsâ hearts race and made them suddenly feel like there was something that they desperately wanted. They would begin to sweat, and their eyes would constantly seek out Michaelâsâfor if they could look into Michaelâs eyes, they would begin to feel just a bit better. And if they could move closer to him, they could feelrelief. Close enough to smell his breath. Closer still, to taste it.
Of course, guys didnât generally feel that way. Instead they felt like beating Michael up.
So when the posse chasing Lourdes Hidalgo burst into Miss Bensonâs classroom, word got around at the speed of light squared that Michael âLipsâ Lipranski had taken his smooth moves to new heights. Everyone acted surprised, but no one really was.
W HILE L OURDES SAT IN the principalâs office under tight guard, Michael had a pressing appointment with Mr. Fleiderman, the guidance counselor, who was everyoneâs friendâor at least tried to be.
The appointment wasnât held in Fleidermanâs office, because when it wasnât too cold, Fleiderman liked to hold his sessions out in the quadâthe courtyard in the center of the large school. More relaxed, less threatening, Fleiderman thought. It had never occurred to him that most kids didnât want to talk to the guidance counselor in view of the entire school.
When Michael crossed through the wall of steamy fog, it seemed that the rest of the world slipped off the edge of the earth into gray nothingness. Itâs how Michael felt inside tooâlost, alone, and confusedâgenerally fogged in, but he didnât plan on letting Fleiderman see that. Let him think Iâm calm and in control, thought Michael as he approached the over-eager counselor.
Fleiderman shook Michaelâs hand and invited him to sit with him in the moist grass. Michael refused to sit.
âWhy not?â asked Fleiderman, pleasantly. âI wonât bite.â
Michael smiled his winning smile. âStanding is better, strategically speaking,â he said. âIf you attack me and try to strangle me, I can run. And yes, you might bite, too.â
Fleiderman laughed at the suggestion and decided to stand. âAll right, weâll do it your way.â
They both waited, Michael leaned against a yellowing sycamore tree with his arms folded.
âSo talk to me,â Fleiderman finally said.
âSo talk to you about what?â
âYou know what. Miss Benson.â
âWhat about her?â
âYou tell me.â
Michael shrugged and looked away. âShe kissed me. So?â
âDonât you mean you kissed her ?â
Michael smiled slyly. âWhat makes you so sure?â
Fleiderman grunted slightly. Michael could see irritation building in the mild-mannered man.
âI want to understand where youâre coming from, Michael.â
âBaltimore.â
âNo, inside. I want to understand you.â
That made Michael laugh out loud. âGood luck.â
âI know you keep yourself pretty busy with girls in school. I know youâre . . . shall we say . . . âactive.â â
âActive?â said Michael. âLike a volcano?â
âSexually active.â
âOh,â said Michael. âThat.â He looked away again and paced around to the other side of the sycamore. Fleiderman